I Hate Everything
Embracing Desolation: Greet Death's Raw Reflections on Love and Existence
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Yesterday, I saw a couple kissing in the shade
Observation of a couple kissing, possibly feeling detached or distant from such moments.
I went downtown, sat through a meeting, waited for my raise
Engaging in routine activities, waiting for acknowledgment or reward (raise) at work.
I went to work and when I came home I could sleep for days
Feeling exhausted, seeking solace in sleep after work.
So I took a week off just to contemplate the things I hate
Taking time off to introspect and contemplate things that provoke dislike or hatred.
It's all the same
Feeling like everything is repetitive or monotonous.
I don't feel anything
Experiencing emotional numbness or a lack of sensation.
I'm not okay
Not feeling mentally or emotionally well.
I hate everything
Expressing a strong dislike or hatred toward everything.
Last week on Thursday I got drunk and thought about my friends
Reflecting on friends while intoxicated, acknowledging their romantic happiness.
Most of them are so in love and I'm happy for them
Being genuinely happy for friends despite personal feelings.
I am resentful of the practices of human faith
Having resentment towards religious or belief systems practiced by humans.
We fall in love, we fall in love, we hope it's not too late
Recognizing the cyclical nature of falling in love and hoping it's not too late.
It's all the same
Continuing to feel stuck or stagnant.
We fear what we can't change
Fearing the inability to change certain aspects of life.
We find our fix, baby
Seeking a solution or remedy (fix) for problems, possibly insincerely.
Completely full of shit
Feeling disillusioned or dishonest about the solution.
Yesterday I saw a bird out walking on my street
Witnessing a disturbing scene involving a bird and unpleasant elements on the street.
Covered in vomit, broken glass, a corpse on the concrete
Describing a grim and distressing sight involving a bird, vomit, broken glass, and a corpse.
I took a picture then moved on to find a place to eat
Capturing the scene but moving on without deeper engagement or concern.
Ignored a phone call from someone that I met just last week
Ignoring communication from someone recently met, possibly due to apathy or disinterest.
Now I'm afraid
Experiencing fear or anxiety, possibly due to detachment or emotional numbness.
I don't feel anything
Continued emotional numbness or lack of sensation.
It's all the same
Feeling trapped in a repetitive cycle or pattern of experiences.
I hate everything
Reaffirming a strong hatred or dislike for everything.
I'm not okay
Reiterating a lack of well-being or feeling unwell.
I hate everything
Expressing strong hatred or disdain for everything.
I hate everything
Repeating the intense feeling of hatred toward everything.
I hate everything
Reiterating the sentiment of hating everything.
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