Lyrics
Yeah kinda feel alone kinda feel upset
Expressing feelings of loneliness and upset.
But everything is gonna be alright like a def
Despite the current emotions, there is confidence that everything will be fine, using "def" as an assurance.
Everything will be fine since you still care
Reassurance that things will be okay because the person still cares.
About me even when I'm dreaming
Acknowledgment of care even during dreams.
I hope god make us to one another, seems
Hope for a divine connection between the speaker and the other person.
Is awful to call you a lover
Expressing hesitation or discomfort in labeling the relationship as "lover."
Cause lover didn't make a
Questioning the ease of being in a romantic relationship.
Things any difficult
Suggesting that being a lover doesn't make things easier.
Seems is getting harder and harder
Expressing the increasing difficulty in getting closer to the person.
To getting close to you
Highlighting the challenges in approaching the person.
Because I still didn't know dat you hate
Indicating a lack of knowledge about the other person's feelings, including possible hatred.
Me so much and love me less
Perceiving an imbalance between hatred and love from the other person.
Intensifies becoming more testifie
Emphasizing the intensification of feelings and tests.
Frequencies becoming more than ordinary
Noting the increasing frequency of challenges beyond the ordinary.
Even tho I was still waiting
Waiting for a return despite difficulties.
For you to come back
Anticipation for a reunion.
Better see if we ever gonna meet again
Doubting if there will be another meeting.
Like any def def and def
Repetition of "def" to emphasize uncertainty or difficulty.
I know that you attract to me
Acknowledging mutual attraction.
This
Indicating that a particular day is not improving.
This day never get better for me and last
Repetition of "This" emphasizing the persistence of a bad day.
Yeah ehm i know is been to long for me
Awareness of a prolonged emotional struggle.
To keep this feeling deep and hard
Difficulty in maintaining deep and hard feelings.
But lacking ordinary the truth
Admitting that the truth is already a mess.
Is already a mess
Recognition of love amid chaos.
I know I love you since the day you talking
Recalling the day when love was first expressed.
But I'm still holding back to see if your
Hesitation to fully believe in the authenticity of the other person's love.
Love was real or it's just past yeah
Questioning the reality of past love.
I can't keep holding this secret like a mess
Unable to keep a secret, possibly about the doubts in the relationship.
Because a def def is more than ordinary
Repetition of "def" suggesting extraordinary challenges.
I make a record label
Creation of a record label, possibly as an outlet for emotions.
That called "The Game"
Linking thoughts of the other person to the concept of a game.
Because I'm always thinking about you
Constantly thinking about the person, especially in the context of being a player.
When comes to a player yeah
Referring to messing up, possibly due to overwhelming emotions.
Missing up like a fabulous people
Being unable to resist emotions when in proximity.
Can't hold back when you're at my own
Emphasizing the blessing of being friends.
When we just a friend is actually a bless
Expressing the continued presence of the person in dreams despite their absence.
Now your gone but I still see you in my dream
Reflecting on the unreturned calls and the lack of improvement.
Never call you back and never get better
Confirmation of the persistence of the situation.
Yeah
Expressing acknowledgment of the current state.
Never been better
Stating that the situation has not improved.
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