Never Again
Embracing Change: A Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Never again am I gonna give my heart to a bullshit cause
Expressing a decision to avoid investing emotions in unworthy causes.
I've had enough of lies and dark
Expressing frustration with deceit and darkness in past experiences.
Never again am I gonna waste my time on a bullshit road
Committing to not waste time on a futile path.
It's never been a friend of mine
Indicating that the mentioned road has not been a positive influence.
Simple words from a simple man
Describing oneself as straightforward, with a warning about lack of guarantees in change.
Take me as I am ‘cause there's no guarantee I'll ever change
Acknowledging personal flaws and the difficulty of transformation.
To feel like this, to know distress, to always wonder why
Expressing emotions of distress and perpetual questioning.
Ah, forgive me any way I go
Asking for forgiveness regardless of the chosen path.
Father, I know, I feel like I'm made to let you down
Acknowledging a sense of failure and disappointment in a relationship with a higher authority.
Brother, I know, I'm failing to come through
Acknowledging a failure to fulfill obligations or promises.
To feel like this, to know distress, to always wonder why
Reiterating the emotional struggle and perpetual questioning.
If you lead me anywhere I'll go
Expressing willingness to follow but uncertain about the destination.
Well it's plain to see that I don't fit in
Feeling out of place and not fitting into societal norms.
And I tried to find a place to hide
Attempting to find refuge from challenges and difficulties.
My body's always been too young for the soul that's trapped inside
Highlighting a disconnection between physical appearance and inner struggles.
But I'd show the color of my eyes to everyone around
Willingness to expose vulnerability to others.
And it'd take an angel seven years to come and calm me down
Expressing a deep need for solace that may take an extended period.
I'll never understand myself or know the reasons why
Expressing confusion and a lack of self-understanding.
In my bed alone at night I learned to be afraid to die
Learning to fear mortality while being alone at night.
My soul is frozen stiff inside my skin
Describing a sense of emotional numbness or stagnation.
Paralyzed by thoughts that I've let in
Feeling immobilized by intrusive thoughts.
Father, I know, I feel like I'm made to let you down
Repeating the sense of disappointment towards a higher authority.
Brother, I know, I'm failing to come through
Acknowledging failure to fulfill commitments.
To feel like this, to know distress, to always wonder why
Reiterating the persistent emotional distress and questioning.
If you take me…anywhere I'll go
Expressing a willingness to follow, reiterating uncertainty about the destination.
Wherever you are going…take me by the hand
Extending a request to be guided or supported on the journey.
If you lead me…anywhere I'll go
Reiterating the willingness to follow, maintaining uncertainty about the destination.
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