Lyrics
I just wanna breathe your air
I desire to be close to you, to share the same air.
Borderline insanity, but I don't care
Acknowledging a state of borderline insanity, but expressing a lack of concern about it.
Tryna find a will to live, but it's nowhere
Struggling to find a reason to live, feeling lost and hopeless.
Playing the game of life and learned that it's no fair
Realization from life experiences that it's not fair, akin to playing an unfair game.
But I been doin fine if you wanna know
Claiming to be doing fine, possibly a facade.
Focused on myself and I lost control
Focusing on oneself but losing control in the process.
Tried to solve my problems with alcohol
Attempted to cope with problems using alcohol, but it proved ineffective.
But it didn't work
Failure of alcohol as a solution.
Fairy tale love make it non fiction
Desire for a love that transcends typical fairy tales, seeking authenticity.
You gave me things I never knew that I was missing
Gratitude for receiving things previously unknown or missing in life.
I'd like to think that I was more than a restriction
Wishing to be more than a restriction in the relationship.
Shoulda prepared when I felt you getting distant
Realization of not preparing for emotional distance in the relationship.
Now I got the message
Understanding a message, possibly related to the consequences of actions.
Spend too much time reminiscing and reflecting
Spending excessive time dwelling on past memories and contemplating.
I think I do that cause the last time I was happy I took everything for granted, my decisions I'm regretting
Regret over taking happiness for granted in the past, reflecting on regrettable decisions.
Thought I let you go
Expressing an intention to let go of someone.
But every day's still miserable
Despite the intention to let go, every day remains miserable.
I've realized that it's all my fault
Realization and acceptance of personal responsibility for the misery.
Cause I just cant see through your flaws
Inability to see through the flaws of the person being addressed.
I'm reachin out to help my cause
Seeking help for a cause, possibly self-improvement.
But they can't help me I'm long gone
Feeling beyond help and unreachable.
No matter the time frame imma still be on my own
Expecting to remain alone regardless of the timeframe.
haven't felt a damn thing it's been way too long
Not experiencing emotions for an extended period.
Fairy tale love make it non fiction
Repetition of desire for an authentic love beyond fairy tales.
You gave me things I never knew that I was missing
Reiteration of gratitude for receiving previously unknown or missing elements.
I'd like to think that I was more than a restriction
Repetition of the desire to be more than a restriction in the relationship.
Shoulda prepared when I felt you getting distant
Reiteration of the realization of not preparing for emotional distance in the relationship.
Now I got the message
Confirmation of understanding a message, possibly related to consequences.
Spend too much time reminiscing and reflecting
Repetition of spending too much time reflecting on past memories.
I think I do that 'cause the last time I was happy I took everything for granted, my decisions I'm regretting
Reiteration of regret over taking happiness for granted and regrettable decisions.
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