Lyrics
Okay
Expression of acknowledgement or agreement
Feeling like fuck today
Feeling overwhelmed and frustrated with the current day
Let me sleep forever can't get out the bed today
Desire to escape reality by sleeping indefinitely
Sunken face
Appearance of weariness or sadness
Mama said I look depressed today
Observation that others perceive the singer as depressed
But what can I say
Acknowledging the perception but expressing resignation
My luck is running out
Feeling that luck is running out
Is this my only route
Questioning if there's only one path forward
Contemplating my reason
Reflecting on one's purpose or motivation
Is this my only way out
Questioning if there's only one way out of the current situation
I'm asking why
Expressing a desire for understanding the situation
Does everybody fucking lie
Feeling betrayed by dishonesty from others
Tell me you love me I never ask why
Reflecting on the rarity of being told "I love you"
Everybody hates me
Perceiving oneself as disliked by everyone
(Everybody hates me)
Repetition emphasizing the feeling of being hated
Can anybody save me
Plea for someone to rescue or help
(Anybody save me)
Repetition of the plea for salvation
Will someone please unchain me
Plea for release from emotional bondage
(Someone please unchain me)
Repetition of the plea for liberation
I'm locked away
Feeling confined or trapped
I'm locked away
Reiteration of being locked away
Yeah
Expression of agreement or emphasis
I fall apart in this sad life
Feeling broken or falling apart in a difficult life
You followed me to feel alive
Belief that someone follows the singer for a sense of vitality
I never meant to put this knife
Regret for unintentionally causing harm to someone
Inside of you and waste your time
Acknowledgment of placing a burden on someone and wasting their time
I had to go and fix myself I almost ended it
Surviving a challenging experience and almost ending one's life
The pressure on my shoulders real I gotta finish it
Pressure and challenges are real, contemplating ending it all
I wish that I could take it back but you know what it is
Regret for past actions, but an acceptance of the consequences
The only time that I feel real is when I'm losing it and I
Feeling authentic only in moments of crisis or loss
Wanna find the peace in my mind
Desire for inner peace
Blank spaces fill in due time
Empty spaces in life that will be filled over time
Will I find the peace in my mind
Hope for finding peace within the mind
To reside while I'm walking this line
Seeking a stable state while navigating life's challenges
Told mama don't pick up the phone
Advising loved ones not to answer calls, implying a sense of detachment
Your baby never coming home
Expressing a sense of permanence in not returning home
Tell pops that imma get the throne
Declaring an intention to achieve greatness and prove doubters wrong
So I can prove all of you wrong
Desire to overcome negativity and criticism
Everybody hates me
Reiteration of feeling universally disliked
(Everybody hates me)
Repetition emphasizing the feeling of being hated
Can anybody save me
Plea for someone to rescue or help
(Anybody save me)
Repetition of the plea for salvation
Will someone please unchain me
Plea for release from emotional bondage
(Someone please unchain me)
Repetition of the plea for liberation
I'm locked away
Feeling confined or trapped
I'm locked away
Reiteration of being locked away
Yeah
Expression of agreement or emphasis
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