Half Dead
Embracing Shadows: GrimRoyalty's Reflection on Life and Demons
Lyrics
Half dead and I cannot make my mind
Feeling emotionally drained and indecisive about a situation.
Be grateful if I'm let in, and I cannot make my mind
Expressing a desire for acceptance and struggling with decision-making.
Half dead and I cannot make my mind, whether live or di.
Continuing the theme of feeling half-dead, torn between living or dying.
All the demons in my mind, make my future seem not brigh.
Acknowledging inner demons affecting the perception of a bright future.
I'm like I don't feel alive, cause we only live to die
Expressing a sense of not feeling truly alive, contemplating the inevitability of death.
And it's rotting me inside cause my future filled with lights
Internal struggle with a future that seems promising but is causing inner decay.
But I'm dying all the time B
Acknowledging a continuous struggle or deterioration (dying) in life.
Surrounding myself with the people who don't like me
Choosing companionship with people who dislike the persona.
They ain't like me, my flow sweet like iced tea
Asserting uniqueness, comparing the flow to sweet iced tea.
I just keep on running thru these beats like this a track meet
Continuously creating music, metaphorically running through beats like a track meet.
This shit gettin easy it's like ez pz whatchu mean
Describing the process as becoming easy, using casual and confident language.
I been making bangers like I'm flying in a fucking dream
Highlighting a consistent ability to produce hit songs like being in a dream.
I ain't sippin lean but i been smokin with my fuckin team
Not engaging in substance abuse but enjoying time with a close group.
Yeah i saw some goofy shit I saw his shawty textin me
Referring to encountering awkward or unusual situations with someone's significant other texting.
It's kinda fuckin goofy ain't it
Reflecting on the ironic or absurd nature of the mentioned situation.
Half dead and I cannot make my mind
Reiterating the theme of feeling torn and emotionally drained.
Half dead and I cannot make my mind, whether live or die
(Reiteration of the internal conflict of choosing to live or die)
All the demons in my mind, make my future seem not bright
(Repetition of inner demons affecting the perception of a bright future)
I'm like I don't feel alive, cause we only live to die
(Repetition of not feeling truly alive and contemplating mortality)
And it's rotting me inside cause my future filled with lights
(Repetition of the internal struggle with a seemingly promising yet decaying future)
Takin backwoods to the face
Using backwoods (cigars) to cope with and numb emotional pain.
Tryna numb the fuckin pain that I feel inside my brain
Expressing the desire to numb the emotional pain within the mind.
Cause I do not feel okay and that's okay imma say it
Accepting and vocalizing that not feeling okay is alright.
Fuckin wit the demons in my head feelin jaded
Engaging with negative thoughts and feeling emotionally worn out.
Feelin like I'm Jason cut em down don't make friends
Referencing the fictional character Jason and adopting a solitary attitude.
Speedin down the road and these motherfuckers racin
Metaphorically speeding through life, possibly avoiding building deep connections.
Speedin like a dumbass
Speeding recklessly, possibly reflecting a self-destructive or rebellious behavior.
Feelin like a rugrat
Feeling small or insignificant, like a child (rugrat).
I been goin hard like a motherfucking bloodbath
Intensely pursuing goals, likening it to a violent and intense bloodbath.
Like a motherfuckin bloodbath
(Repetition of the intense pursuit and chaos resembling a bloodbath)
Like a motherfuckin bloodbath
(Repetition, emphasizing the intensity and chaos)
Half dead and I cannot make my mind
(Reiteration of the emotional struggle and indecision)
Half dead and I cannot make my mind, whether live or die
(Reiteration of the struggle of choosing between living and dying)
All the demons in my mind, make my future seem not bright
(Repetition of inner demons affecting the perception of a bright future)
I'm like I don't feel alive, cause we only live to die
(Repetition of not feeling truly alive and contemplating mortality)
And it's rotting me inside cause my future filled with lights
(Repetition of the internal struggle with a seemingly promising yet decaying future)
Comment