Lyrics
I still get up every morning
I consistently start my day
And I tend to my garden
I take care of my personal space or responsibilities
I know that nothing is planted
I realize there's nothing substantial in place
Call it a lack of investment in the future
Referring to a lack of effort in planning for the future
When I look through my pictures
When reviewing my past experiences
I see a pattern emerging
I notice a recurring theme
My eyes are slowly closing
My eyes are gradually shutting
By now they're hardly open
They are nearly closed by this point
From the crying
Resulting from the emotional pain
And the dying
And the experiences of loss
I never know what I'm doing
I often lack direction in my actions
But I can sound so convincing
Yet, I can present myself convincingly
I'll make you feel so defeated
I have the ability to make others feel defeated
And then I feel so completely defeated
However, I myself feel defeated at times
I walk the line of depression
I navigate the realm of depression
I let it turn to aggression
I let it transform into aggression
Cause I like to think I'm a winner
Despite portraying confidence, I grapple with self-doubt
But I can't shake the feeling
I can't escape a persistent sense of insecurity
That really
Expressing doubt about the positive self-image
I'm a loser
Acknowledging a feeling of being unsuccessful
What I think I need
Expressing a desire for something to have faith in
Is something to believe in
Emphasizing the need for a belief system
What I think I need
Reiterating the importance of having someone who believes in the individual
Is someone to believe in me
Highlighting the yearning for external validation and support
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