something different
Navigating Love's Turbulent Journey: Something Different by Gun Boi Kaz
Lyrics
She was seventeen with a dream of finding love again
She, at seventeen, aspired to rediscover love.
And put her heart in the arms of someone new
She invested her emotions in a new relationship.
He took advantage of her light but it wasn't enough for him
Her partner exploited her brightness, unsatisfied with it.
So he went and left her in the dark without a clue
He abandoned her without explanation, leaving her in darkness.
Eighteen and her life is on the line again
Now at eighteen, her life is at risk again.
She's popping pills with her friends and sneaking out
She engages in risky behavior with friends, including pill use.
And she knows that she's wasting all her time with him
She acknowledges wasting time with her current partner.
But she can't picture him not being around
Despite knowing, she can't imagine life without him.
She said
She expresses:
So why can't we feel something different?
Desire for a change in emotions or circumstances.
We just need to close that distance
Believing they need to bridge the emotional gap.
Bring me close to you
Asking to be brought close, with a plea not to let go.
(Don't let go, don't let go)
Emphasizing the importance of holding on.
And I hate finding new beginnings
Expressing disdain for new relationships.
Let's just make toxic commitments
Suggesting a preference for unhealthy commitments.
I'm not over you
Admitting lingering feelings and inability to move on.
(I can't let go, I can't let go)
Expressing difficulty in letting go.
I was seventeen with a dream of finding love again
Reflecting on a past similar situation at seventeen.
I'm burnt out and I need somebody new
Feeling drained and in need of a new connection.
And I can't believe you're in love with me
Surprised that someone is in love with them.
Oh, lucky me, I got you
Expressing luck and satisfaction with the current relationship.
Right where I wanted to
Feeling in control and having things as desired.
I was eighteen and I wish I didn't lie again
At eighteen, regretting dishonesty and its impact.
Cus I don't feel the same being out of town
Feeling different when away from home.
So I apologize if I'm a mess
Apologizing for being a mess due to emotional turmoil.
Cus I can't picture you not being around
Unable to imagine life without the partner.
I said
Expressing:
But I just need somebody different
Desire for a change in partner.
I cannot handle that distance
Unable to cope with emotional distance.
Bring me close to you
Asking to be brought close, with a plea not to let go.
(Don't let go, don't let go)
Emphasizing the importance of holding on.
And you hate finding new beginnings
Expressing disdain for new relationships.
I'll be your toxic commitment
Suggesting a preference for unhealthy commitments.
I'm not over you
Admitting lingering feelings and inability to move on.
(I can't let go, I can't let go)
Expressing difficulty in letting go.
Cus I remember when I left you here with nothing left
Remembering leaving someone with nothing left.
And I wish we could turn around and you could just forget
Wishing for a chance to reverse and be forgotten.
When we were
Recalling being seventeen with a dream of love.
Seventeen with a dream of finding love again
Questioning the deterioration of their relationship.
What the hell done happened to us, what the hell done happened to us?
Expressing confusion and disappointment.
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