Perfect Fool
Love's Struggle: A Haunting Tale of Desperation by Gus MillerLyrics
Well I don't think that she still loves me
Expressing doubt about the continued presence of love from the narrator's perspective.
In fact I doubt she ever did
Suspecting that the subject never loved the narrator.
Cause she just likes to push and shove me
Describing the subject's tendency to emotionally and physically confront the narrator.
Until I've got no more to give
Conveying the emotional exhaustion of giving everything in the relationship.
And all of y'all might think I'm crazy
Addressing potential perceptions of the narrator's mental state due to the turbulent relationship.
But that's just how she makes me feel
Highlighting the impact of the subject's actions on the narrator's emotions.
I'm losing my mind on the daily
Expressing a sense of losing sanity on a daily basis.
Wind up smoking my brain hazy
Referring to the mental fog caused by the stress of the relationship.
Until none of this is real
Feeling detached from reality due to the overwhelming emotional toll.
But loving her at first was easy
Recalling the initial ease of loving the subject.
Not like I had much else to do
Implying a lack of alternative activities or interests.
And then the harder that she squeezed me
Describing an increase in pressure from the subject and its negative effects.
Oh man the more that I turned blue
Expressing the worsening emotional and physical toll of the relationship.
Well I wish she was a cheater
Expressing a desire for the subject to be unfaithful to justify ending the relationship.
Anything to make me right
Seeking any reason to justify ending the relationship.
Cause every time I try to leave her
Highlighting the difficulty of leaving the relationship.
I keep finding ways to need her
Describing a persistent emotional need for the subject despite attempts to leave.
And it's killing me inside
Expressing the internal turmoil caused by the ongoing situation.
No she don't need to say she's sorry
Rejecting the need for apologies, acknowledging mutual awareness of the situation.
Cause we both know that that ain't true
Allowing the subject to blame the narrator, accepting the role of the "perfect fool."
Yeah she can even blame it on me
Accepting blame from the subject without resistance.
And I will play the perfect fool
Expressing a willingness to play a role of naivety or foolishness for the sake of the relationship.
I'll try to hold back my crying
Attempting to hide emotional pain and vulnerability.
I'll try to act like I don't care
Feigning indifference and detachment in response to the situation.
Ah but there ain't no use in trying
Acknowledging the futility of trying to suppress emotions.
I bet I'll look back as I'm driving
Anticipating a retrospective realization of the emotional toll while driving away.
Hoping she's still standing there
Expressing hope that the subject will still be present despite the difficulties.
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