Lyrics
Paint out the world that is immaculate
Expressing the desire to eliminate or obscure the seemingly perfect world.
You and I both know there is no truth in it
Acknowledging the absence of truth in the portrayed world.
I'll use this barrel to empty my thoughts
Using a metaphorical barrel to release and express inner thoughts.
Was I born to suffer from the hearing loss
Raising existential questions about whether suffering is an inherent part of one's existence.
Every lie that you used to control me
Highlighting the impact of lies used for manipulation and control.
Ceaselessly plays in my mind
Describing the persistent replay of manipulative lies in the mind.
Dead blood is seeping through the dead pores upon my crooked fucking spine
Depicting a physical and metaphorical decay, possibly from the weight of internal struggles.
Kinned bondage splinters the soul
Describing a connection that damages the soul.
Torn from the rine and ripped from the bone
Expressing a violent separation from something essential.
I'm afraid to get close
Conveying fear or hesitation about forming close relationships.
Hollow me out to steal my voice
Describing a process of emotional emptiness and loss of personal expression.
Bury me into the concrete that I now call my home
Symbolizing entrapment in a harsh and unyielding environment.
Does the guilt and memories ever keep you up at night
Pondering if guilt and memories haunt the person responsible for the suffering.
Watering a broken seed to grow and wither without the sun
Metaphorically nurturing a futile effort, possibly representing a broken relationship.
A kinship of decay, another failure to deny
Describing a shared decay and acknowledging failure.
Will you ever understand all the pain you gave in the name of love
Questioning whether the pain inflicted in the name of love will ever be understood.
Münchausen syndrome
Referencing Münchausen syndrome, a metaphor for fabricating illness for attention.
I'll use this barrel to empty your thoughts
Flipping the perspective, using a similar metaphor to express the desire to expose someone else's thoughts.
Bitch
A strong, possibly derogatory expression, indicating intense emotion.
I wasn't born to suffer from the hearing loss
Rejecting the idea of being destined to suffer from hearing loss.
Conditioning this hate, now look at what you've done
Reflecting on the consequences of conditioning hatred and the resulting impact.
With every memory screaming out my lungs
Describing the overwhelming nature of memories and emotions.
I cling to a vision of what we could've become
Clutching onto a vision of what the relationship could have been.
I wish you understood all the pain that never ceases in my head over you
Expressing a desire for understanding the enduring pain caused by the person.
Gut fauna/Head flora come
A reference to biological terms, possibly suggesting a connection between internal and external elements.
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