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Every day I wake up and grab my phone.
Every morning, I wake up and immediately check my phone.
I look for your name but it never shows.
I search for your name, but it doesn't appear.
Lately it's felt like I'm on my own again, again.
Lately, it feels like I'm alone again.
I know that I fucked up, it's all my fault.
I acknowledge that I made mistakes, and it's my fault.
You said that we'd be good but you were wrong.
You assured me things would be fine, but you were mistaken.
You hate that I love you, it makes it hard,
You dislike that I still have feelings for you, which complicates moving on from our past.
To let go of what we had.
It's difficult for me to let go of the relationship we once had.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty.
It has been a month since I've felt hollow inside.
For the last month my tears fell, my heart felt heavy.
My tears have been constant, and my heart has been burdened for the past month.
And through all of this I knew you'd wish you never met me.
Throughout all this, I've been aware that you probably regret meeting me.
Don't want this, I told you you left too quickly.
I didn't want this situation; I warned you that you were leaving hastily.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick.
For 30 days and nights, I've been feeling unwell.
30 days and 30 nights of fucked up shit.
It's been a month of enduring terrible experiences.
I sleep away for the day, can't handle this.
I spend my days sleeping, unable to handle the pain.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed.
For 30 days and nights, I've been missing you.
Walk alone, I can't wait for this.
I walk by myself, eagerly waiting for something.
I stalk your phone like I'm fucking sick.
I obsessively check your phone, showing signs of emotional distress.
I can't cope, yeah, I'm new to this.
I'm struggling to cope with this situation; it's new and overwhelming.
It's too late, I lost all I had to this.
It's too late now; I've lost everything to this.
Every day I wake up and grab my phone.
Each day, I repeat the cycle of waking up and checking my phone.
I block out your name 'cause I need to know,
I purposely avoid seeing your name because I need to prove I can handle this alone.
that I can get through this all on my own.
I'm striving to navigate through this challenge independently.
I can't believe I've spent a month on this shit.
I can't believe I've spent a whole month dealing with this situation.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty.
Continuously for 30 days and nights, I've felt empty inside.
For the last month my tears fell, my heart felt heavy.
My tears have been flowing, and my heart has felt heavy for the past month.
And through all of this I knew you'd wish you never met me.
Even amidst all this, I'm certain you wish you hadn't met me.
Don't want this, I told you you left too quickly.
I never desired this; I warned you that your departure was too sudden.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick.
For 30 days and nights, I've been feeling unwell.
30 days and 30 nights of fucked up shit.
It's been a month of enduring terrible experiences.
I sleep away for the day, can't handle this.
I spend my days sleeping, unable to handle the pain.
It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed.
For 30 days and nights, I've been missing you.
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