Goodbye
Fading Echoes: Embracing Goodbye's Bitter Symphony
Lyrics
I could change everything I did
I acknowledge the possibility of changing my past actions.
But it still wouldn't paint the picture
Even with changes, the complete picture remains unchanged or incomplete.
I could erase all the things I said
I can eliminate my spoken words, but perceptions about me won't change.
But I'd still be looked at different
Erasing past actions won't alter how I'm perceived.
Cause I'm shooting for the stars
Despite aiming high, there's a persistent fear or anxiety while sleeping.
But when I sleep a nightmare haunts me
The fear of losing time is a troubling thought that bothers me.
This thought of losing time is the only thing that faults me
I lack a sense of urgency in life.
I do not feel a rush
Attempts to push me do not have an impact; I remain unmoved.
Push me I do not budge
I'd prefer being left alone, seemingly lifeless in challenging situations.
Just leave me dead in the mud
A feeling of decay and deterioration in my body is evident.
I can feel my body rotting
Consequently, this may be my final farewell.
So I guess this is one last goodbye
My emotions crashed suddenly, reminiscent of a kamikaze mission.
My heart crashed down like a kamikaze
Past experiences continue to disturb and influence me.
It's funny how these ghost still haunt me
Memories of this town evoke strong negative feelings, and visibility is obscured.
My God I hate this town every street stays foggy
Observing societal changes and loss of individuality.
Why are we becoming zombies
Drugs consumed at 18 are blamed for current emotional struggles.
I guess you can blame the drugs that I took when I was 18
Expressing a lack of time to grieve, overwhelmed by recent emotions.
No time to shed a tear these are emotions I feel lately
Frequent reliance on alcohol to cope with emotions is tiresome.
I'm so tired of drinking a bottle every night
Despite seeming right, internally, there's a sense of emptiness.
It feels right but I'm still dead inside
Acknowledging that intoxication is not a sustainable solution, but it aids sleep.
Intoxications overrated
Reiteration of the lack of urgency or intensity in feelings.
But its the only that helps me sleep at night
Attempts to push or influence me remain ineffective.
I do not feel a rush
A desire to be left alone, seemingly lifeless in challenging situations.
Push me I do not budge
A sense of decay and deterioration in my body persists.
Just leave me dead in the mud
Considering this as a final farewell due to emotional and physical decay.
I can feel my body rotting
Emotional collapse resembling a kamikaze mission impact.
So I guess this is one last goodbye
Persistent haunting by past experiences.
My heart crashed down like a kamikaze
Strong negative emotions tied to memories of the town.
It's funny how these ghost still haunt me
Observing societal changes and loss of individuality.
My God I hate this town every street stays foggy
Reiteration of negative feelings towards the town and obscured visibility.
Why are we becoming zombies
Reflection on the transformation into a numb and apathetic state.
So I guess this is one last goodbye
Reaffirming that this may be the final farewell.
My heart crashed down like a kamikaze
Emotional crash symbolized by a kamikaze mission.
It's funny how these ghost still haunt me
Continued influence of past experiences on current emotions.
My God I hate this town every street stays foggy
Negative sentiments towards the town and its foggy streets.
Why are we becoming zombies
Contemplation on the societal transformation into a zombie-like state.
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