Lying
Unveiling Secrets: Haley Osier's Reflection on Love and Deception
Lyrics
I don't know what I'm looking for
I am uncertain about my search or purpose.
When I click on your face
When I see your face online.
Hold my breath and wait
I pause, holding my breath, anticipating.
For images I've seen before
Expecting familiar images from the past.
And it's like nothing has changed
Despite time passing, things seem unchanged.
And you're still the same girl I knew
You remain the same person I used to know.
But what if one day
Contemplating the possibility that one day...
I look up your name, and it's not you
I might search your name and find someone else.
'Cause I, I don't know what I'd do
Expressing uncertainty and concern.
If you let someone in
Imagining you allowing someone else into your life.
Living without secrets
Choosing openness over hidden emotions.
Instead of loving her in the dark
Contrasting with the secrecy of past love.
Like you did with me then
Reflecting on shared intimate moments.
What if you were lying
Pondering the possibility of dishonesty.
Lying next to her
Imagining you lying next to another person.
Instead of living a lie
Contrasting pretense with authentic living.
I don't believe in sin anymore
Personal disbelief in sin, but acknowledging your beliefs.
But just knowing that you do
Finding hope in the differences between us.
Gives me hope that it's true
Believing in the possibility of being your exclusive partner.
That I could be your only girl
Envisioning a lifelong commitment.
For the rest of your life
Recalling a significant night.
What you gave me that night
The impact of that night remains with me.
Stays with me
Anticipating a potential future change.
But what if someday
Concerned about the possibility of trading our past for freedom.
You trade what we had to be free
Expressing uncertainty and fear.
'Cause I, I don't know what I'd do
Imagining you letting someone else into your life.
If you let someone in
Choosing openness over secrecy.
Living without secrets
Contrasting with past hidden love.
Instead of loving her in the dark
Reflecting on the past shared secrets.
Like you did with me then
Imagining dishonesty in your current relationship.
What if you were lying
Pondering the possibility of you lying next to someone else.
Lying next to her
Contrasting with authentic living.
Instead of living a lie
Emphasizing the deception in your current life.
Living a lie
Reiterating the theme of living a lie.
There's a truth that's too big to bear
Acknowledging a truth too difficult to face.
That I can hardly muddle through
Struggling to cope with this overwhelming truth.
I like to think that I'm self-aware
Believing in self-awareness despite challenges.
But you're still my only girl, too
Acknowledging your ongoing significance.
'Cause I, I don't know what to do
Expressing confusion and helplessness.
Or how to let someone in
Uncertain about allowing someone new into my life.
Living without secrets
Choosing openness over hidden emotions.
Instead of loving her in the dark
Reflecting on the past secrecy of your love.
Like you did with me then
Imagining dishonesty in my current relationship.
What if I'm still lying
Questioning if I am still deceiving myself.
Lying next to you
Contemplating the possibility of lying next to you.
Are you lying next to her
Speculating if you are currently lying next to someone else.
I hope you're living a lie
Expressing a wish for you to live authentically.
You're living a lie
Reiterating the theme of living a lie.
I don't know what I'm looking for
Reiterating uncertainty about the search or purpose.
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