The Fog
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through the Heavy Fog of Existence
Lyrics
Creeping in, it's creeping in, I feel it
Creeping in, a sense of something negative or ominous is approaching.
It's eating me in pieces, will I heal from this?
Feeling broken and questioning if healing is possible from the emotional damage.
Feels like I'm running on empty
Sensation of emptiness or depletion, possibly in an emotional or mental context.
Why is the fog so heavy?
Questioning the intensity and weight of a metaphorical fog, possibly representing confusion or distress.
Feeding me the sweet release of hell if
Contemplating succumbing to negative influences that offer a temporary escape but lead to suffering.
The evil wins I'm feeling like I might give in
Feeling vulnerable to darker emotions and the possibility of giving in to them.
My only peace is manic
Finding solace in moments of instability or chaos, implying a lack of true peace.
Why is the fog so heavy again?
Reiteration of the heavy and oppressive nature of the metaphorical fog.
Tell me that we're not designed to die
Questioning the inevitability of death and seeking reassurance about human purpose.
Make believe we'll never see the light
Escaping reality through a belief in eternal darkness, avoiding confronting harsh truths.
Somewhere between awake and dreaming, I'm afraid to leave
Expressing fear about transitioning between consciousness and dreams, reluctance to let go.
But I see the other side
Acknowledging awareness of an alternative, possibly positive, side or outcome.
Can't shake the feeling that it's taken me too far
Sense of being overwhelmed by negative experiences, possibly regretting past actions.
Do you love me now? Will you love me when I'm gone?
Pleading for love and questioning if it will persist after departure.
I'm beggin'
Expressing a desperate plea for understanding or compassion.
I need a serotonin drip beneath my skull
Desiring a chemical intervention to alleviate emotional pain, possibly referencing depression.
I'm just a shell of the man that I once was
Feeling diminished and changed from a previous state of being.
I'm nothing at all
A sense of worthlessness or non-existence.
Tell me that we're not designed to die
Reiteration of questioning the inevitability of death and seeking reassurance.
Make believe we'll never see the light
Repeating the theme of escaping reality through denial of the light or positivity.
Somewhere between awake and dreaming I'm afraid to leave
Reiterating fear of leaving the state between wakefulness and dreams.
But I see the other side
Reaffirming awareness of an alternative, possibly positive, side or outcome.
Cause I'm pre-disposed to torture
Feeling predisposed or inclined towards self-inflicted suffering.
Never meant to make it through
Expressing a sense of not expecting to survive or endure.
Why did it have to end up this way?
Questioning the unfortunate outcome and expressing regret about the path taken.
If only I knew
Reflecting on a lack of foresight or understanding that could have altered the course.
Can't see through cloud inside my head
Struggling to think clearly, possibly due to internal conflicts or emotional turmoil.
Sifting through symptoms until I'm buried again
Enduring the consequences of emotional struggles until they become overwhelming.
Maybe I'm not built for gold
Questioning one's suitability for success or achieving greatness.
My blueprints show I'm flesh and bone
Recognizing the human vulnerability and mortality inherent in one's nature.
I'm drunk and cold and all alone
Describing a state of intoxication, emotional coldness, and isolation.
In a room full of everyone I know
Feeling disconnected and lonely in the midst of familiar faces.
My mind and body went to war and my mind won
Highlighting an internal conflict where the mind prevails over the body.
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