Proxy

Betrayed Reflections: Half Me's 'Proxy' Unveils a Fever Dream of Deception
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Lyrics

i was under the impression we were playing on the same team

Perceived mutual alignment or cooperation, feeling part of the same group or purpose.

cut clean, in a room with my enemy

Being in close proximity with someone perceived as an adversary.

this is where you needed me to plant your fucking seed in me

Feeling manipulated or used to fulfill someone else's desires or goals.


dug deep with spiteful intent

Delving into something with the intention to hurt or cause harm.

every day is wasted, delaying my end

Sense of time being wasted while prolonging an inevitable end.

control the feed into my bloodstream

Controlling what enters one's thoughts or emotions.

every single vein crying out for release

Strong desire or need for relief or escape.


i know i’ve seen this all before

Recognizing a familiar situation.

the same place, the same face

Encountering the same circumstances and individuals repeatedly.

i’ve been living in these walls

Feeling confined or trapped within a certain environment.

a different life but the same name

Living a different version of life but identified by the same identity.


what are the chances?

Expressing surprise at the probability of a situation occurring.

feeling so defenseless

Feeling vulnerable or unprotected.


i’ve been ignoring every warning sign

Choosing to overlook cautionary signs or hints.

red flag reverie, betting too high

Continuously risking too much despite warnings.

cemented me into this fever dream

Feeling stuck or deeply entrenched in a distorted or unrealistic state.

altering my purity

Changing or distorting one's innocence or original state.


prevailed by a lingering panic

Overwhelmed by persistent fear or anxiety.

burned into the inside of my head

Something disturbing deeply ingrained in thoughts or consciousness.

defiled into the static

Feeling corrupted or violated, losing clarity or coherence.

not too long until I forget

Anticipating forgetting or suppressing certain experiences or emotions.


a memory sifted, reality shifted

Recollection altered by the perspective of reality changing.

sway me away, you taught me how to betray

Being influenced to deceive or act against one's values.

so fucking sway me away

Desiring to be influenced or swayed away from a distressing situation or mindset.


i’ve been ignoring every warning sign

Repeatedly ignoring warning signs or indicators.

red flag reverie, betting too high

Continuously risking too much despite warnings (repeated).

cemented me into this fever dream

Feeling stuck or deeply entrenched in a distorted or unrealistic state (repeated).

altering my purity

Changing or distorting one's innocence or original state (repeated).

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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