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I'm sitting here cryin' cause I'm alive
I'm expressing my emotions by crying, feeling the intensity of being alive.
I don't know why
I'm uncertain about the reasons for my existence or emotions.
I'm still in this country
Despite not knowing why, I find myself still present in this country.
Oh in my heart but all the parts still work at night
My emotions are conflicted; my heart is alive, but various aspects are functional mainly at night.
When worry floods me and I feel ashamed
Anxiety overwhelms me, leading to feelings of shame.
Because phantom fears are bore in
Unrealistic fears are created within me.
And I'm trying to be brave
I am attempting to summon courage and face challenges bravely.
Falling asleep with books in my bed
I fall asleep surrounded by books, possibly seeking solace or distraction.
I dream in fear
My dreams are filled with fear, reflecting inner turmoil.
The last words you said when
Recalling the last words spoken during a painful departure.
You packed up your things and left me for dead
A traumatic experience where someone left, leaving me feeling abandoned and lifeless.
I hope that you'll be back here again
Despite the pain, there's a hopeful wish for the person's return.
But now I feel ashamed
Feelings of shame persist, questioning the purpose of expressing emotions through tears.
Because what's the use in crying?
Contemplating the futility of crying when striving for greatness.
When I'm trying to be great
Despite challenges, the effort to be great and overcome persists.
No you and me
The absence of a significant other, emphasizing solitude.
Just the sounds of my voice in the void of this house
The emptiness of the surroundings, with only the echo of my voice and the presence of crows.
And the crows in the tree
The crows in the tree become symbolic observers, intensifying the feeling of being scrutinized.
Staring me down until I'm fearless again
Despite the intense gaze, the goal is to regain fearlessness and resilience.
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