Drop Dead
Confessions of a Lost Soul: Drop Dead by Halfway Atlantic
Lyrics
So upset what goes on in my head
Expressing emotional distress and confusion about thoughts.
All the things that I said
Reflecting on previous statements or actions causing inner turmoil.
They're keeping me awake
The mentioned thoughts and actions are causing insomnia.
Unaware and so unprepared
Feeling uninformed and unready for something significant.
How did I get this scared to make the wrong decisions
Expressing fear and anxiety about making wrong choices.
All the guilt, yeah it hurts to admit, that I was always meant to be a mistake
Acknowledging guilt and the painful realization of being a mistake.
I'm just a mess, I'm just a lost boy
Describing oneself as emotionally chaotic and directionless.
Over 30 still making the same mistakes
Regretting repeated mistakes despite aging.
Drop dead
An abrupt expression suggesting a desire for release or change.
I lie awake because the truth is that you're still here with me
Insomnia due to the persistent presence of a troubling truth.
Making choices, yeah I tried to be honest
Struggling with honesty in decision-making.
That you deserve someone better than me
Acknowledging inadequacy and suggesting the need for someone better.
Drop dead
Reiterating the desire for a drastic change or end to a situation.
All these things, I gotta figure them out
Expressing the need to resolve personal issues and uncertainties.
I'm a mess, I'm a fraud, always lost in the crowd
Admitting personal flaws and feeling lost in a crowd.
Close my eyes until the sun goes down
Seeking solace by closing off from the world.
In the dark lies the only comfort that I have found
Finding comfort in darkness, possibly metaphorical.
Please hear me out
Requesting attention for a sincere and honest explanation.
I'm just trying to be honest
Reiterating the intention to be truthful and open.
Please hear me out
Emphasizing the importance of receiving honest communication.
Cause you deserve my honesty
Repeating the desire for transparency and honesty.
Drop dead
Reiterating a strong emotional plea for a significant change.
I lie awake because the truth is that you're still here with me
Insomnia persists due to an unresolved truth about someone's presence.
Making choices, yeah I tried to be honest
Struggling to be honest about not being the best partner.
That you deserve someone better than me
Acknowledging the partner deserves someone superior.
Drop dead
Reiterating the desire for a drastic change or end to a situation.
So much to lose
Weighing the stakes and potential losses in a situation.
I should have given it all away
Regretting not giving everything away in a past situation.
Suffering the consequences
Facing negative outcomes due to past decisions.
I should run and take my chances
Contemplating running away to seize new opportunities.
Drop dead
A repetition of the desire for a significant change or end.
I lie awake because
Insomnia persists due to an unresolved truth about someone's absence.
The truth is that you're not here with me
Acknowledging the absence of a significant person.
Drop dead
Repeating the desire for a drastic change or end to a situation.
I lie awake because
Insomnia persists due to a wish for someone's presence.
The truth is I wish you were here
Expressing a longing for the presence of a specific person.
Suffering the consequences
Facing negative outcomes due to past decisions.
I should run and take my chances
Contemplating running away to seize new opportunities.
I'm 31 and I'm wondering
Reflecting on age and wondering about the next steps in life.
What do I what do I do now
Expressing uncertainty about what actions to take at the age of 31.
Drop dead
A repetition of the desire for a significant change or end.
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