Blue Light
Navigating Shadows: Embracing Life under the Blue Light
Lyrics
Wish I had the self control
Expressing a desire for better self-control.
Wish I could just live with it
Wishing for the ability to accept and live with challenging situations.
Wish that I could tell myself it's just the world we're living in
Expressing a desire to convince oneself that current circumstances are a result of the world we live in.
Wish I could take those deep breathes wish that I could say that I'm fine and mean it
Wishing to handle difficulties by taking deep breaths and genuinely claiming to be fine.
But I bottle it up and I don't say shit enough until I'm breaking down down down
Describing a tendency to keep emotions bottled up until a breakdown occurs.
So I fill up my cup and say I don't give a fuck and then I drink it down down down
Using drinking as a coping mechanism to avoid facing problems.
We're all trapped in a cycle but we keep going
Acknowledging the repetitive nature of life but continuing to persevere.
So we put on a smile and never show it
Choosing to wear a smile and hide personal struggles from others.
We live under the blue light up all night yea we live in pretend with no conversation, no Validation, on medication We live under the blue light
Living under the metaphorical "blue light," symbolizing a facade with no genuine communication, validation, and reliance on medication.
Wish I didn't over think wish I could get over things
Expressing a desire to stop overthinking and let go of things.
Wish I didn't cover up my sadness with permanent ink
Regretting the use of permanent ink as a way to conceal sadness.
Wish I could hear your words and maybe for a second believe that you mean it
Desiring to believe in the sincerity of others' words.
So I bottle it up and I don't say shit enough until I'm breaking down down down
Similar to line 6, bottling up emotions until a breakdown occurs.
So I fill up my cup and say I don't give a fuck and then I drink it down down down
Using alcohol to cope with and avoid confronting issues.
We're all trapped in a cycle but we keep going
Acknowledging the cyclic nature of challenges but continuing to persevere.
So we put on a smile and never show it
Choosing to wear a smile and hide personal struggles from others (similar to line 10).
We live under the blue light up all night yea we live in pretend with no conversation, no Validation, on medication we live under the blue light
Reiterating the metaphorical existence under the "blue light" with no genuine communication, validation, and reliance on medication.
We live under the blue light up all night yea we live in pretend with no conversation, no Validation, on medication We live under the blue light
Repeating the idea of living under the metaphorical "blue light."
A fake world built off of fake love
Describing a world built on fake love, trust, and lust.
Built up of fake trust
Emphasizing the artificial nature of trust in this constructed world.
Built off of pure lust
Highlighting the role of pure lust in the superficial world being described.
A fake world built off of fake love
Reiterating the idea of a world constructed on fake love.
Built up of fake trust
Reemphasizing the artificial nature of trust in this constructed world (similar to line 28).
Built off of pure lust
Reaffirming the role of pure lust in the superficial world being described (similar to line 29).
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