Lyrics
Got 2 sons growing up
Expressing the presence of two growing sons.
Time to leave the fed slains gotta slow it up
Contemplating the need to reduce criminal activities to be present for family.
Do he happy everytime daddy showing up
Questioning if the father's presence brings happiness to the children.
Family course still firing for my older son
Commitment to family despite challenges, especially for the older son.
They love but do I love em back
Reflecting on the reciprocal nature of love within the family.
Picture rocks at the pen keep going back
Memories of being incarcerated and the recurring cycle.
Back in jail everytime my kids get attached
Returning to jail whenever a bond with the children is formed.
Daddy ain't a father my nigga what
Challenging the notion of being a father figure.
Type of shit is that
Expressing disbelief or disapproval at the situation.
Cuz I'm getting rid of babies like a plan b
Metaphorically referring to avoiding responsibility for children like a contraceptive plan B.
They prosecuting the only graces a man see
Facing legal consequences despite positive actions as a man.
Time to leave the game, nigga find a plan b
Deciding to leave a criminal lifestyle and find an alternative plan.
I just wanna hear my boys say daddy, uh
Expressing a simple desire to hear his children call him "daddy."
Ain't nobody gon' love me
Feeling a lack of love or understanding from others.
The way I told you qualities of a man
Stating the qualities of a man, possibly reflecting on personal values.
Can't help nobody, until I help myself
Emphasizing the need to prioritize self-help before helping others.
Qualities of a man
Reiterating the qualities of a man as a recurring theme.
Back to the wall where my
Describing a challenging situation where support is lacking.
Peoples turning backs to me
Noting the turning away of people in difficult times.
Actually I turned my backs on em, huh
Acknowledging personal responsibility for strained relationships.
Get out of jail and it's back again
Returning to criminal activities after release from jail.
Damn, I know my old lady
Recognizing the strain on the relationship with the partner.
Tired of the bullshit
Acknowledging dissatisfaction and frustration in the relationship.
In the cell where I ain't home
Feeling disconnected and uncomfortable in a jail cell.
Mommas cheating on her shes not a ho
Defending the partner against accusations of infidelity.
It's my fault a nigga sleeping on her
Taking responsibility for neglect and its impact on the relationship.
Damn, I gotta get it together
Realizing the need to improve oneself and the situation.
Shed a bar for my self
Demonstrating self-reflection and awareness of personal struggles.
Frankly gon' be here forever, Nigga
Acknowledging the likelihood of a prolonged incarceration.
I just tried to do right, fuck the gossip
Expressing a desire to do right despite societal judgment.
Too each and own enemies
Advocating for individual choices and facing personal enemies.
Who wanna squash shit
Rejecting the idea of reconciliation with enemies.
Cuz you can't kill a sword nigga
Metaphorically asserting resilience, emphasizing one's invincibility.
And I can't kill yo own nigga
Acknowledging the difficulty of harming someone with a similar background.
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