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We said it was over,
We acknowledged the end of our relationship.
Couldn't get closer to you
I couldn't become emotionally closer to you.
Felt bad we had closure,
We felt a sense of finality, but I'm deceiving myself, facing the harsh reality.
but i'm lying to myself and that's the truth
I'm in denial, pretending things are over when deep down, they're not.
Im not thinking about you, like I used to
I no longer dwell on thoughts of you like before.
But they still feel it
Others can still sense the impact of our past relationship.
When i'm here all alone in my bed so cold
Lonely in my cold bed, memories of you resurface.
Yeah you got me remembering
I find myself reminiscing about you.
But i'm only loving you
Despite moving on, I still love you.
On my darker days
Especially during difficult times, I'm drawn to you.
You got me running to you
I'm compelled to seek you out when facing challenges.
I know it's not okay
Acknowledging that it's not a healthy response.
Cause you've always got it whenever I want
You're always available when I desire.
No I should stop it, yeah I should move on
Recognizing the need to break this pattern and move forward.
Cause i'm only loving you
Despite attempts to move on, I still love you.
On my darker days
In moments of darkness and difficulty.
Wish I didn't need you
I wish I didn't rely on you.
But when my heart hurts it's because of you
Your presence causes my heartache.
Cause you make life sweeter
You bring sweetness to life, especially in sad moments.
In those moments when i'm feeling so blue
Highlighting the emotional impact you have on me.
Im not thinking about you, like I used to
I don't actively think about you as much.
But they still feel it
Others can still sense the lingering emotions.
When i'm here all alone in my bed so cold
Alone in bed, the coldness triggers memories of you.
Yeah you got me remembering
Revisiting thoughts of you.
Cause i'm only loving you
Even in difficult times, my love for you persists.
On my darker days
Seeking comfort in you during challenging days.
You got me running to you
Running to you as a response to difficulties.
I know it's not okay
Recognizing that it's not a healthy coping mechanism.
Yeah you got me remembering
Repeating the impact of memories.
Yeah you got me remembering
-Yeah you got me remembering
-Yeah you got me remembering
-But i'm only loving you
Even on difficult days, my affection for you persists.
On my darker days
Seeking solace in you during challenging times.
You got me running to you
Turning to you as a response to difficulties.
I know it's not okay
Acknowledging the unhealthy nature of this response.
Cause you've always got it whenever I want
You're always available when I desire.
No I should stop it, yeah I should move on
Understanding the need to break this pattern and move forward.
Cause i'm only loving you
Despite attempts to move on, I still love you.
On my darker days
In moments of darkness and difficulty.
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