Lyrics
Paint this picture, color it with casualties
Depicting a scene of destruction and loss, representing it with casualties.
Of hope and sorrow, frame it with apathy,
Portraying a composition of both optimism and sadness, surrounded by a sense of indifference.
I find it hanging on a wall that you
Finding this portrayal displayed in a place you pretend is filled with faith and trust.
Disguise as faith and trusting,
Unmasking the portrayed wall as a facade of belief and reliance.
Intent is realized
Realizing the true purpose or motive.
Morning moves my head,
Mentioning the passage of time and its impact on thoughts.
My hands reach to feel your face,
Attempting to touch someone's face in the morning.
My hands fall empty,
Feeling a sense of emptiness as the attempt fails.
These memories can't fill their grasps.
Reflecting on memories that cannot fully satisfy or hold onto.
I begin to focus on what I always thought I knew,
Shifting focus to reevaluate what was believed to be known.
Vomit my feelings and spit them back at you,
Expressing emotions and throwing them back at someone.
Indifference fails me
Finding that indifference disappoints or betrays.
From the smile behind your eyes,
Noticing insincerity or hidden emotions behind a person's smile.
In effect a failure, it seems just my size.
Acknowledging personal failure, seemingly fitting one's own shortcomings.
Fill me inside, how I need this,
Desiring to be filled internally, expressing a need for something.
Feel the inside, I can't take this
Feeling inner turmoil, unable to endure the current situation.
I open my arms just to miss you,
Opening up emotionally but failing to connect with the intended person.
Only you can fill this hole.
Expressing that only the specific person can bring satisfaction or completeness.
So full...sick of life, I feel so old
Feeling overwhelmed and tired of life, experiencing a sense of aging.
I can't change this now,
Accepting the inability to change the current situation.
Please show me how.
Pleading for guidance or assistance in navigating the challenges.
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