Self Destruct
Emotional Firestorm: Hawk Jupiter's Tale of Self Destruction and Lost Love
Lyrics
We loved so hard
We experienced intense love
Down to the wire
Our love persisted until the last moment
Petroleum
A metaphorical reference to a flammable substance
On a bonfire
Our relationship is like adding fuel to a fire
Reckless abandon
Acting without concern, leading to destructive consequences
Volcanic lies
Lies that erupt forcefully like a volcano
Sparked an endless light
The lies created a perpetual brightness
I will never be ok
Expressing emotional distress and the inability to recover
With us breaking up
Unhappy about the breakup
'Cos it's breaking up
The relationship is disintegrating
Every part of me
The breakup affects every aspect of the speaker
You will never know
The depth of emotional pain is hidden
How I fall
The speaker's emotional descent during self-destruction
When I self destruct
Self-destructive tendencies emerge
And start breaking up
The process of breaking up intensifies
Every part of me
The breakup affects every aspect of the speaker (repeated)
I lose myself
The speaker loses their identity in a blurred state
In blurred out lights
Being engulfed in unclear, overwhelming situations
My one relief
Finding solace in the midst of a harsh night
In a cruel night
A positive aspect in a difficult situation
I lie in silence
The speaker remains silent in emotional pain
But the tremors hit
Tremors of emotional turmoil hit unexpectedly
Like an endless cry
A continuous and intense expression of pain
I will never be ok
Expressing ongoing emotional distress (repeated)
With us breaking up
Unhappy about the breakup (repeated)
'Cos it's breaking up
The relationship is disintegrating (repeated)
Every part of me
The breakup affects every aspect of the speaker (repeated)
You will never know
The depth of emotional pain is hidden (repeated)
How I fall
The speaker's emotional descent during self-destruction (repeated)
When I self destruct
Self-destructive tendencies emerge (repeated)
And start breaking up
The process of breaking up intensifies (repeated)
Every part of me
The breakup affects every aspect of the speaker (repeated)
Every part of me
Repetition emphasizing the impact of the breakup
Every part of me
-Every part of me
-Every part of me
-Every part of me
-Every part of me
-Oh you spark a fire
The partner ignites passion in the speaker
You light the darker part of me
The partner brings light to the darker aspects of the speaker
When you go
The departure intensifies the emotional turmoil
It burns brighter
The emotional pain becomes more prominent
And the flames are all I see
The pain is all-consuming
I will never be ok
Repetition of the emotional struggle and self-destructive tendencies
With us breaking up
-'Cos it's breaking up
-Every part of me
-You will never know
-How I fall
-When I self destruct
-And start breaking up
-Every part of me
-(Every part of me)
-I will never be ok
-With us breaking up
-'Cos it's breaking up
-Every part of me
-(Every part of me)
-You will never know
-How I fall
-When I self destruct
-And start breaking up
-Every part of me
Final repetition of the impact of the breakup
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