LifeBlur
Navigating Life's Blur: A Journey of Chances and Love
Lyrics
I can see my life on the head of a pin
I perceive my life in a very small space, symbolized by the head of a pin.
For the better half of a moment and then
For a brief moment of improvement and then...
I'm back to crawling on the Earth
I return to a state of vulnerability, crawling on the Earth.
And blindly digging through the dirt
Engaged in a purposeless and unguided search through difficulties.
Soon enough I'll be reminded again
Soon, I'll be reminded of the reasons I choose to confront challenges.
All the reasons I decide to contend
Reflecting on the motivations behind facing difficulties.
With all these chances that I take
Dealing with opportunities or risks associated with choices.
For these plans that I don't make
Pursuing goals without concrete plans in place.
But I can't keep my eyes open more than one day at a time
Struggling to remain aware for more than a day at a time.
I just can't stay awake with all the fuzz
Unable to stay alert due to mental confusion or distraction.
It fills my mind
Mental fuzziness occupies and clouds the mind.
My path to you grows clear and my love for you grows strong
Expressing a clear path to a loved one and growing affection.
But by the time the sunlight leaves my face
The positive emotions diminish as daylight fades from my face.
The vision's gone
The envisioned future disappears.
I can feel your life with the edge of my skin
Sensing the existence of someone else profoundly.
Can't tell if it's real so I have to pretend
Uncertain about the reality, requiring pretense.
That everything is how it was before my mind grew out of touch
Attempting to maintain the illusion of normalcy despite a disconnected mind.
But I can't keep my eyes open more than one day at a time
Continuing to struggle with maintaining consciousness.
I just can't stay awake with all the fuzz
Difficulty staying awake due to mental fuzziness.
It fills my mind
Mind occupied and clouded by confusion.
My path to you grows clear and my love for you grows strong
Expressing a clear path to a loved one and growing affection (repeated).
But by the time the sunlight leaves my face
The envisioned future disappears once again.
The vision's gone
Reiteration of the loss of the envisioned future.
Life blur
Life becomes blurred.
Feel my life blur
Sensory experience of life becoming blurred.
Life blur I can feel my life blur
Repetition of the feeling of life becoming blurred.
Life blur I can feel my life blur
-Life blur I can feel my life blur
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