Lyrics
Call me up when I'm a mess
Request to be contacted during a troubled time
Feigning ignorance of what you said
Pretending not to understand your words
Limbo birthed by cracks of dawn but
A state of uncertainty emerging at dawn
Silent Nights won't bring me home
Quiet nights won't provide solace or comfort
I guess I'll just waste it
Plans to waste time
A thought from the wasted
Reflections from a wasted mind
The fragments of jade won't
Unfulfilled potential represented by jade fragments
Ever be there to save me
No salvation from these fragments
I guess I've been lately
Recently, feeling in a state of decay
In the state of decay where it maybe
In a decaying state, unsure of the outcome
Come to terms with my heart cus
Accepting emotional truth rather than logical understanding
The brain won't accept what had happened from when you departed
The mind can't comprehend the reality of your departure
Yeah I'm afraid
Fearful of past mistakes
Of the mistakes I've made
Regretful of errors made
Bound by the fate
Constrained by an uncertain destiny
Of uncertainty
Concealing broken promises
I'll mask all my
Masking all unfaithful actions
Broken infidelities
Inner struggles and regrets
And now I'd be hiding that
Hiding the pain within
Inside of me
Keeping the emotional burden to oneself
Call me up when I'm a mess
Reiteration of being available during a difficult time
Feigning ignorance of what you said
Pretending not to comprehend spoken words
Limbo birthed by cracks of dawn but
State of uncertainty emerging at dawn reiterated
Silent nights won't bring me home
Reiteration that silent nights won't provide comfort
Been losing a part of you as I'm losing the half that's inside my dreams
Losing a part of oneself while losing dreams
Taking your stuff and you're gone, is the pain and the pleasure mine to keep?
Is the pain and pleasure of your departure mine to keep?
Falling much closer, I just remembered your tears when you said you had to leave
Recalling tears and the pain of your departure
It wasn't because you were different but because you were empty just like me
Departure not due to differences but emptiness
Silent nights
Embracing silent nights
Fill me up with cyanide
Filling oneself with a metaphorical poison (cyanide)
Won't be that easy but I'll assure you it'll be alright
Assuring that the journey won't be easy but will be alright
Silent nights
Reiteration of embracing silent nights
Fill me up with cyanide
Filling oneself with metaphorical poison again
Won't be that easy but I'll assure you it'll be alright
Reassurance that the difficult journey will be alright
Call me up when I'm a mess
Repeating the call during a distressed state
Feigning ignorance of what you said
Repeating the act of pretending not to understand
Limbo birthed by cracks of dawn but
Reiterating the state of uncertainty at dawn
Silent Nights won't bring me home
Emphasizing that silent nights won't bring solace
Call me up when I'm a mess
Repetition of the call during a troubled state
Feigning ignorance of what you said
Repetition of pretending not to understand
Limbo birthed by cracks of dawn but
Reiteration of uncertainty emerging at dawn
Silent Nights won't bring me home
Emphasizing again that silent nights won't provide comfort
Been losing a part of you as I'm losing the half that's inside my dreams
Reiterating the loss of self and dreams
Taking your stuff and you're gone, is the pain and the pleasure mine to keep?
Pondering if the pain and pleasure are to be retained
Falling much closer, I just remembered your tears when you said you had to leave
Recalling tears and pain during the departure
It wasn't because you were different but because you were empty just like me
Highlighting the departure due to emptiness, not differences
Back to the start
Returning to the beginning
You had up a guard
Putting up defenses at the start
Your apocalypse is coming but I would bring you to where you deserve to be
Your apocalypse is imminent, guiding to deserved destiny
When I fall apart
Request for acknowledgment when falling apart
Please send my regards
Asking to convey regards when disintegrating
I'll disappear off the world but at the very least you won't be forgotten
Expressing a desire not to be forgotten upon disappearance
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