Lyrics
Seeing fucking red
Expressing intense anger or frustration, possibly symbolizing emotional turmoil.
Eyes full of dread
Feeling anxious or fearful, with eyes reflecting a sense of impending doom.
Becoming so much closer to the end
Suggesting a proximity to an inevitable conclusion or endpoint in life.
Take this fucking pain
Desire to alleviate intense suffering or distress.
Make it go away
Seeking relief from pain, expressing a wish for it to disappear.
I'm tired of living life like this every single day
Frustration with a repetitive and burdensome daily existence.
Staring at these walls
Intense focus on one's surroundings, possibly reflecting a sense of confinement or isolation.
It's become an obsession
Describing an unhealthy fixation or preoccupation with certain aspects of life.
Sinking down into the abyss
Symbolizing a deep descent into a dark and troubled state of being.
My life has turned to shit
Conveying a sentiment of life becoming overwhelmingly difficult and unpleasant.
Don't give me your sob story
Rejecting sympathy or pity from others, emphasizing a desire for independence.
Not too long before I'll be free
Anticipating freedom or liberation from current struggles in the near future.
I don't want to hear your shit
Expressing a refusal to listen to others' problems or complaints.
I don't want this life, so maybe I'll end it
Contemplating the idea of ending one's life as a means of escape.
Now i decide
Claiming control over the decision to continue or terminate life.
If I want to end this life
Reflecting on the personal choice of whether to end one's own life.
To hurt my family
Weighing the potential harm to family members in the decision-making process.
Just so I can be free
Expressing a desire for personal freedom even at the expense of causing pain to family.
Day after day
Emphasizing the repetitive nature of experiencing difficult emotions day after day.
I wish I could change
Expressing a wish for personal transformation or change.
The way I perceive things
Desiring a shift in perspective to find inner peace or resolution.
In the hopes for some fucking peace
Seeking relief from emotional turmoil in the hope of attaining peace.
Someone save me please
An urgent request for help or rescue from a distressing situation.
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