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Chasing Shadows: A Symphony of Heartbreak by HeadTrip Trauma
Lyrics
Wake up every day to a brand new pain
Expressing the routine pain experienced every day.
Searching for a life but there's nothing to gain
Seeking a purpose in life but feeling there's no progress.
Sick of all the meds they inject into my veins
Frustration with the medications administered through veins.
Can't seem to get away from this madness
Feeling trapped and unable to escape the madness.
Why is this the way it always ends
Questioning why life consistently leads to negative outcomes.
Suffocating in this room of torment
Experiencing suffocation and torment in a confined space.
The wall are taunting me and slowly closing in
Sensing psychological pressure as surroundings close in.
The voices in my head are telling me I'm dead
Hearing inner voices suggesting a feeling of death.
Just stay away from me
Requesting distance from someone causing distress.
Go run and hide
Advising the person to run away and hide.
These side effects are leaving me horrified
Describing intense negative consequences of some actions.
It's such a fucking panic that I wish I had died
Expressing a wish for death due to overwhelming panic.
This is because of you and everything you do
Attributing the current state to the actions of someone else.
Sitting here in this cage you made for me
Feeling confined in a metaphorical cage created by someone.
You're the reason I can't escape this hell
Blaming a specific person for being stuck in a miserable situation.
Searching for the reason why you left me here
Seeking understanding for the abandonment by the mentioned person.
I just wanted to live my life with you
Expressing a desire to live life with the person who left.
Now that I'm here in this 4x4 cell
Describing the confinement in a small cell after the person left.
Thinking of the way you ripped my heart out
Reflecting on the emotional pain caused by the person.
You were my everything but you can simply burn
Rejecting the significance of the person who was once everything.
I want my life back so I can be rid of you
Expressing a desire to reclaim life without the mentioned person.
Just stay away from me
Reiterating the need for distance from the distressing person.
Go run and hide
Encouraging the person to flee and find a hiding place.
These side effects are leaving me horrified
Describing severe consequences (side effects) causing horror.
It's such a fucking panic that I wish I had died
Expressing a wish for death due to overwhelming panic (repeated).
This is because of you and everything you do
Attributing the current state to the actions of someone else (repeated).
Everything you promised me
Highlighting broken promises and deception by the person.
Was just another lie
Asserting that promises made were lies, indicating betrayal.
Just stay away from me
Repeating the need for distance and signaling a final farewell.
This is my last goodbye
Affirming this as the last goodbye, emphasizing finality.
How can you say you cared
Questioning the sincerity of the care claimed by the person.
When you never gave a shit
Accusing the person of not caring and being indifferent.
Fuck all the wasted tears
Rejecting the value of tears shed for the person.
I just want to be set free
Expressing a desire for freedom from the emotional burden.
Just stay away from me
Reiterating the need for distance from the distressing person (repeated).
Go run and hide
Encouraging the person to flee and find a hiding place (repeated).
These side effects are leaving me horrified
Describing severe consequences (side effects) causing horror (repeated).
It's such a fucking panic that I wish I had died
Expressing a wish for death due to overwhelming panic (repeated).
This is because of you and everything you do
Attributing the current state to the actions of someone else (repeated).
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