This Isn't Going To End Well
Ebb and Flow of Love's Turmoil
Lyrics
If looks could kill me now you know I might be dying
If my expression could harm me, it feels like I might be suffering
You gave me sugar and some gasoline
You provided both affection and potential destruction
a beautiful destruction birthed from the start
A paradoxical beauty emerged from the beginning of this destructive situation
My stomachs all in knots
I feel extremely anxious or nervous
When you left
When you departed
I lied when I said I was fine
I was not truthful about my emotional state
And I now I wonder if you were ever mine
I question whether you were truly mine at any point
Before you go
Before you leave
I want you to know
I desire you to be aware
There’s no closing
There's no way to close the opportunity or relationship
an open door
An open chance persists
Im holding on
I'm grasping onto a final shred of hope
To one last hope
As you allowed me inside
When you let me in
It's a critical moment
It’s sink or swim
The situation is make or break
And when I close my eyes
Even with closed eyes
I still feel the same way
I still feel the same emotions
You do, the day we first met
Similar to how you felt on the day we met
I’ll be here if you change your mind
I'll be present if you reconsider
To give you what you want
To offer what you desire
My minds is playing us like we were tv reruns
My thoughts are manipulating our relationship as if it were a recurring TV show
I’m searching for all the best we had waiting for these seasons to stream us all along
I'm seeking the best moments we shared, waiting for them to reoccur
It’s hard to understand
It's challenging to comprehend
this back and forth, letting go and holding on
This cycle of letting go and holding on
It’s feeling like the raining clouds are over me
I feel overwhelmed by a sense of gloominess
Before you go
Before your departure
I want you to know
I need you to understand
There’s no closing
There's no closure to this chance
an open door
An opportunity remains open
Im holding on
I'm clinging onto a final glimmer of hope
To one last hope
As you allowed me into your life
When you let me in
It's a pivotal moment, success or failure
It’s sink or swim
Even with closed eyes
And when I close my eyes
I still feel the same emotions
I still feel the same way
Similar to how you felt on the day we met
You do, the day we first met
I'll be present if you reconsider
I’ll be here if you change your mind
To offer what you desire
To give you what you want
Even with closed eyes
And when I close my eyes
I still feel the same emotions
(Before you go)
Before your departure
I still feel the same way
I need you to understand
( I want you to know)
Similar to how you felt on the day we met
You do, the day we first met
There's no closure to this chance
(Theres no closing)
An opportunity remains open
I’ll be here if you change your mind
I'll be present if you reconsider
(An open door)
To offer what you desire
To give you what you want
There's no way to close off the possibility
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