Nothingness
Embracing Despair: Heartlistener's Dive into the Abyss
Lyrics
I wish I could be more
I desire to improve or change.
but my lack of will sank me into nothing
My lack of determination has led me to a state of emptiness.
I'm drowning into a void I created
I am sinking into a self-created emptiness.
and I insist to dive deep
Despite my situation, I persist in delving deeper.
but I still force myself to feel
I am compelling myself to experience emotions.
anything that expels the anxiety
Any emotion that alleviates anxiety is welcome.
but I know I can't reach the surface
I acknowledge my inability to overcome this emptiness.
I just can't embrace anything
I cannot fully embrace or connect with anything.
seems like every effort is worthless
Every effort I make seems futile.
and life is a game I know I'll never win
Life feels like a game I am destined to lose.
despair is already a part of me
Despair has become an integral part of who I am.
and I still don't know how to push aside all the anxiety
I struggle to overcome persistent anxiety.
I've lost all faith in myself
I have completely lost confidence in myself.
I cannot escape this nothingness
I am trapped in a state of nothingness.
I'll keep on drowning 'till I disappear
I will continue sinking until I vanish completely.
I've lost all faith in myself
Reiteration of losing faith in oneself.
I'm diving in
I am willingly submerging into this state.
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