Elysian
Elysian Echoes: A Journey Through Heartache and Redemption
Lyrics
Walk w my head down, cuz im in a daze
Feeling lost or disoriented, avoiding eye contact
Staring at the part where i saw u for a day
Reflecting on a brief encounter or moment with someone
6am and im still on my laptop
Still awake early in the morning, possibly preoccupied with something
Said and done, still wish i could go back now
Regretful, wishing for a chance to return to the past
Silence me when you don't like what i have to say
Being silenced when expressing thoughts or opinions
I wont speak it wont get to ur head anyway
Choosing not to speak because it won't make a difference
Dry like the beach but u wont take me out to the bay
Feeling emotionally neglected or unattended to
Cry like a bitch when i tell u u gotta pay
Upset or distressed when asking for something in return
Dark at night hear my steps on the sidewalk
Walking alone in the darkness, possibly haunted by memories
Memories got me in a headlock
Feeling trapped or overwhelmed by memories
Broken nose, blood all on the blacktop
Metaphorically injured or hurt emotionally
Feeling down but i guess that ill be just fine
Despite feeling low, projecting an optimistic outlook
Five prescriptions guess ill be just fine
Dependence on medication to cope or function
IIll be just fine, ill be just fine (ill be alright)
Reaffirmation that everything will be alright despite difficulties
I said amen, then we do it all again
Repeating a cycle despite acknowledging its negative consequences
You hate my friends so i hate my friends
Allowing relationship issues to influence social circles
I love the pain so i do it all again
Seeking familiarity in pain and repeating harmful behaviors
I love your face but i know how it ends
Being aware of the potential negative outcome of a relationship
Need my fix but i hope that it's fucking lace(s)d
Seeking a harmful fix or solution despite potential danger
-Untied hope you fall on your pretty face
Wishing misfortune on someone who caused pain
Cut my wounds open, cover my arms with reddish paint
Expressing self-harm metaphorically, covering pain
Feel what comes but the past is opaque
Experiencing present feelings despite an unclear past
Drown my thoughts inside of the lake
Attempting to drown or suppress negative thoughts
I'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just Fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be alright
Repeatedly reassuring oneself that things will be fine
You ain't even felt what i had 2 feel that day
Feeling that others haven't experienced one's pain
U aint even went to something that was special to me
Feeling that others haven't valued something important
Am i important to you? am i important to me?
Questioning self-worth and importance to oneself and others
U came out of the blue, then acted like you knew best
Feeling sudden intrusion or unwanted advice from someone
But when i was like 2, you left me right in the dust
Feeling abandoned or neglected from a young age
I used to look up to you, but that was before i knew
Realization of deceit or disappointment in a once-respected figure
You lied to my face, oh how disgraceful
Expressing betrayal and disappointment
Lies in my face oh how fuckin shameful
Expressing frustration and disappointment in lies
I'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be just fine, i'll be alright
Reiteration of reassurance despite underlying struggles
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