Spill It All
Broken Promises and Narcissistic Reflections: Heavy Sweater's Spill It All
Lyrics
I broke our promise
Admitting to breaking a promise made to someone.
I just wanted to be honest, now i'm talking myself down
Expressing a desire for honesty but feeling conflicted and critical of oneself.
All the things I wanna be are clouded by my history
Desiring certain qualities or aspirations but feeling hindered by past experiences.
Looking back I know I've been insufferable
Reflecting on past behavior and acknowledging being difficult to tolerate.
I fell in the pond staring at my reflection
Metaphorically falling into a situation where self-reflection occurs.
In a feeling of doubt I caught from being alone
Feeling uncertain and insecure due to isolation.
Deep in my chest there is an unwillingness
Feeling a strong resistance or reluctance internally.
And an anchor that keeps me below
Feeling tied down or held back by something.
I broke our promise
Reiterating the admission of breaking a promise.
I just wanna be forgotten that i'm in your spotlight now
Desiring to be out of the spotlight due to discomfort or guilt.
How could I have never seen my narcissistic tendencies
Realizing one's own tendencies towards self-centeredness.
The figure staring back at me looks miserable
Seeing oneself as unhappy or dissatisfied in self-reflection.
I fell in the pond staring at my reflection
Reiteration of metaphorical self-reflection leading to an emotional state.
In a feeling of doubt I caught from being alone
Experiencing doubt and insecurity stemming from being by oneself.
Deep in my chest there is an unwillingness
Sensing an internal resistance or reluctance residing deeply within.
And an anchor that keeps me below
Feeling restrained or held back by something internally.
You can spill it all
Allowing oneself to confess or reveal everything.
But i'm afraid that you will come to hate me
Fearing that honesty might lead to the other person's hatred or dislike.
And If i spill it all
Expressing fear of the consequences of revealing everything.
I'm afraid that you will go
Fearing that revealing everything might cause the other person to leave.
I promised
Recalling the initial promise made.
I broke our promise
Reaffirming the admission of breaking the promise.
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