Lyrics
Are you still
The repetition of "Are you still" suggests a questioning or uncertain state, possibly referring to the persistence of a situation or emotion.
Are you still
-Are you still
-Are you still
-Are you still
-Are you still
-Are you still sleeping
The question "Are you still sleeping" implies a lack of awareness or a disconnection from reality.
'Cause I've been up all night again just feigning
The speaker confesses to staying awake, feigning, and wasting time dreaming, indicating a struggle with insomnia and the escapism provided by dreams.
All this time I wasted from just dreaming
-Seems to be the only thing that saves me
-Wait I think I made a mistake
The speaker acknowledges a mistake and reflects on facing the consequences of their problems, highlighting a recurring pattern of making mistakes without resolving them.
Let me tried to intake
-Consequences of my problems
-I've always seem to make 'em but I never seem to solve them
-Guess it's 'cause I'm stupid and mildly irresponsible and hey
The speaker self-critically describes themselves as stupid and irresponsible but expresses a desire for change, emphasizing the need to let go of hate and embrace pain for personal growth.
I use to be shit 'a
-Took a look in the mirror tried to change so I just say
-I got too much love to be holding on to this hate
-I'm gonna make a change I'ma embrace this pain
Introduction of the term "Lucid" and a mention of confusion and the speaker's inclination to avoid losing. The wounds are metaphorically treated by using them, possibly indicating a coping mechanism.
Lucid
-A constant state of mild confusion
-Whatever happened to just losing
-Instead, treat my wounds by using
Reiteration of the desire for change and the acknowledgment of too much love to hold onto hate. The speaker is determined to embrace pain as a catalyst for transformation.
Wait I think I made a mistake
-Let me tried to intake
-Consequences of my problems
-I've always seem to make 'em but I never seem to solve them
-Guess it's 'cause I'm stupid and mildly irresponsible and hey
-I use to be shit 'a
-Took a look in the mirror tried to change so I just say
-I got too much love to be holding on to this hate
-I'm gonna make a change I'ma embrace this pain
-(Wait I think I)
The speaker reflects on self-awareness and the realization of the need for change. The loss of a friend serves as a pivotal moment for self-reflection.
Recently man I just been self-reflecting
-(Made a mistake let me tried to intake consequences of my problems
-I've always seem to make 'em )
-I think the moment I realize I needed to change was when I lost my homie
The speaker acknowledges their shortcomings again, emphasizing stupidity and irresponsibility as factors hindering personal growth.
(But I never seem to solve them guess it
-'Cause I'm stupid and mildly irresponsible and hey)
-This moment is what matters
The present moment is emphasized as crucial, urging the listener to live with love and not let it go, reinforcing the theme of embracing change.
(I use to be shit 'a took a look in the mirror tried to change
-So I just say I got too much love)
-Live with love and don't let it go
A warning not to let love slip away as it can disappear quickly, followed by a reaffirmation of the commitment to change and embracing pain for personal development.
(To be holding on to this hate I'm gonna make a change)
-'Cause it will be gone within a blink of an eye
-(I'm gonna make a change I'ma embrace this pain)
-(Wait I think I made a mistake
Reiteration of the speaker's acknowledgment of mistakes, a commitment to change, and the determination to embrace pain for personal growth, concluding the narrative.
Let me tried to intake
-Consequences of my problems
-I've always seem to make 'em but I never seem to solve them
-Guess it's 'cause I'm stupid and mildly irresponsible and hey
-I use to be shit 'a
-Took a look in the mirror tried to change so I just say
-I got too much love to be holding on to this hate
-I'm gonna make a change I'ma embrace this pain)
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