I'm Ok
Navigating Shadows: HeebzStreet's Raw Tale of Survival and Struggle
Lyrics
You know the streets aint playing nice
You acknowledge the harsh nature of the streets.
That .40 on me day and night
You carry a .40 caliber weapon for self-defense day and night.
'Cause I been through too much to let somebody take away my life
Your past experiences make you determined not to let anyone take your life.
I don't really take advice
You are independent and don't easily accept advice from others.
I been moving player-like
You adopt a confident, player-like attitude in your actions.
But if I'ma be real, I wish that you would come and stay the night
You desire the company of someone special despite your tough exterior.
Girl my city cold I need your warmth to melt away the ice
You seek emotional warmth to overcome the coldness of your city.
Shit is real, you thinking it's a game you better play it right
Life is serious, and you caution others to approach it wisely.
Memories of pain lead to a bottle and me drinking out it
Painful memories drive you to cope with alcohol.
But my time is money so I can't afford to think about it
You value time and prioritize financial pursuits over dwelling on pain.
Way too many hours spent up when I knew I should be sleeping
You sacrifice sleep for productivity.
Feelings that I shared I thought you cared but you were too deceiving
You felt betrayed by someone you cared about.
Way too many promises were broken, ones you should be keeping
Promises were broken, leading to a sense of betrayal.
Way too long I stayed around when I knew I should be leaving
You stayed in a situation longer than you should have.
I don't wanna run away
You don't want to avoid problems but confront them.
From no problems so I don't let go
You try to hold onto pain instead of letting it go.
Of the pain I act like I'm ok
You project a facade of being okay despite internal struggles.
But I'm struggling and no one knows
You are silently dealing with hardships, and others are unaware.
I don't wanna run away
You confront problems rather than running away from them.
From no problems so I don't let go
You endure pain without showing weakness to others.
Of the pain I act like I'm ok
You maintain a composed exterior while grappling with difficulties.
But I'm struggling and no one knows
Your internal struggles are hidden, and nobody realizes your hardship.
If I said it then I stand on that
You stand by your words and commitments.
At anywhere I'm landing at
You are adaptable and can handle various situations.
Went to the plug and ran it up
You capitalized on an opportunity to enhance your situation.
Then went again and ran it back
You repeat successful actions to further improve your circumstances.
All I really want is you I swear I never planned for that
Your true desire is for a meaningful relationship, not just material success.
I'll do what I gotta do but right now all I can is trap
You will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means focusing on immediate gains.
Don't want to leave a thing unsaid before the day I'm out of time
You want to express your feelings before it's too late.
I seen a lot of shit go down I try to keep it out of mind
You witnessed troubling events but try to keep them out of your mind.
Got issues I been working on, I do my best to get 'em solved
You are actively addressing personal issues and working to resolve them.
But the past don't change I know that I can never fix 'em all
You acknowledge the permanence of the past but strive to make amends.
One day I'ma learn to live with that I hope I feel the same
You anticipate accepting and living with your past mistakes.
That I did, it's getting hard to tell who's even real the pain
You question the authenticity of others due to past pain.
Done turned me to a cold-hearted person
Past experiences have made you emotionally distant.
My soul's far from perfect
You recognize imperfections in your soul despite efforts to improve.
Lately shit been so hard it's hurting, but
You're going through a tough time emotionally.
I don't want to run away
You face problems head-on rather than avoiding them.
From no problems so I don't let go
You don't easily let go of pain and confront it instead.
Of the pain I act like I'm ok
You maintain a facade of being okay despite internal struggles.
But I'm struggling and no one knows
You're silently dealing with hardships, and others are unaware.
I don't want to run away
You confront problems rather than running away from them.
From no problems so I don't let go
You endure pain without showing weakness to others.
Of the pain I act like I'm ok
You maintain a composed exterior while grappling with difficulties.
But I'm struggling and no one knows
Your internal struggles are hidden, and nobody realizes your hardship.
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