2020
Reflections of Turbulent Times
Lyrics
2020 really started off cool
Reflecting on the initial positive aspects of 2020.
Met some real good dudes taught me how to push shit through
Learning valuable skills from good individuals.
Then Corona hit the same Goddamn they done took Big Smooth
Refers to the impact of the COVID-19 pandemic, mentioning the loss of someone named Big Smooth.
Gun shots fired three months later they done killed Lil' Smooth
Addressing the killing of Lil' Smooth three months later, possibly due to gun violence.
The whole world on fire motherfuckers getting tired of the noise
Expressing frustration with the chaos and unrest in the world.
It was the last straw when those white boys did that to George Floyd
Highlighting the tipping point with the incident involving George Floyd and white individuals.
I’m a black man in a white land trying to raise black boys
Navigating life as a Black man in a predominantly white environment, emphasizing the challenge of raising Black children.
I got a daughter I don’t get to see much but it ain’t by choice
Expressing difficulty in spending time with a daughter, possibly due to external circumstances.
Hard for me to admit but I’m a scared man I grew up traumatized
Admitting personal fear and trauma from past experiences.
Got hella dead friends self medicated Percocet
Referencing the use of medication, specifically Percocet, to cope with the pain and loss of friends.
I’m on a drug binge talk to my plug so much
Engaging in drug use and maintaining frequent communication with a drug supplier (plug).
They thought I was my plug friend
Addressing the misconception that the speaker is friends with their drug supplier.
My niggas ain’t gone switch up on me for no amount of money
Emphasizing the loyalty of the speaker's friends, stating they won't betray for money.
Back door has the latch and lock
Describing precautions taken with security, using a back door with a latch and lock.
Homie be careful how you coming and you know I feed the killers so for me they go dummy
Warning others to be cautious in their actions, with a reference to providing support to those who are violent for the speaker.
Oh you must want meet Jesus talking bout taking something from me.
Responding assertively to potential threats, mentioning a willingness to defend oneself violently.
So much shit that stresses working to depress us I spent a dub with Fatz
Highlighting the stress and challenges in life, mentioning spending money to find happiness.
To make me happy light my neck up
Investing in material possessions (necklace) to uplift the speaker's mood.
I’m finally next up
Expressing a sense of accomplishment and recognition that success is near.
Look how God some blessed us
Gratitude for the blessings received, attributing them to a higher power (God).
If I take the wrong turn father please correct us
Seeking guidance and correction from a higher power (father) when making decisions.
From Chevys Forza Nissan to Audis Benzs Lexus
Listing different car brands as a metaphor for progress and success.
The car is moving fast now I hope that he protects us young
Expressing hope for protection while moving swiftly towards goals.
Nigga moving reckless real close to success even though I have a good heart
Acknowledging proximity to success but emphasizing a tough, guarded exterior.
I’m still not to be fucked with
Asserting strength and resilience despite a good heart.
2020 really started off cool
Reiterating the mixed experiences of 2020, acknowledging both positive and negative aspects.
They done took big Smooth and lil Smooth
Repeating the mention of the loss of Big Smooth and Lil' Smooth.
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