so much to say but i can't put it into words
Heartbreak Symphony: Echoes of Betrayal in Heroine Diaries' Melody
Lyrics
Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds
Observing you sitting in a distant, high-up seat at a sports event
While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds
Crushing painkillers (Percocets) due to distress
And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads
You're constantly calling, aware of the likely outcome
It was all about you, not what we need
The focus was solely on you, disregarding our necessities
I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead
Pleading for heart not to be broken
Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat?
All efforts were for you; questioning why betray?
Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete
Reacting urgently, likening it to an athletic sprint
So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet
Apologizing to mother figuratively, feeling defeated
Can't seem to find the strength to
Struggling to muster the strength to...
Block your number out my phone
Remove your contact from my phone
Can't seem to find the strength to
Continuing to grapple with the inability to...
Block your number out my phone
Remove your contact from my phone
Pull that knife out my back please
Metaphorically pleading to remove the hurt caused
(Out my back please)
Emphasizing the request to remove the pain
How you crush my soul with such ease?
Wondering how easily you crushed my spirit
Thought you'd be the one
Expecting you to be the chosen one
(The one)
Realizing you treated me as a mere amusement
You played me like a joke for fun
Used as a joke for your entertainment
(For fun)
Feeling defeated, conceding the victory to you
I'm defeated you can have it you won
Accepting your triumph
(You won)
Questioning why it's hard to end the relationship
So why can't I say we're done
Comparing feeling trapped to a butterfly in a cage
Like a butterfly in a ca-age
Suggesting a loss of sanity without you
But without you I'm a go insa-ane
Expressing a desperate mental state without you
Put the barrel right to my bra-ain
Metaphorically expressing thoughts of self-harm
When around me don't speak his na-ame
Requesting to avoid mentioning someone else around me
Like a butterfly in a ca-age
Reiterating the feeling of being trapped
But without you I'm a go insa-ane
Reiterating a sense of insanity without you
Put the barrel right to my bra-ain
Metaphorically expressing thoughts of self-harm
When around me don't speak his na-ame
Requesting to avoid mentioning someone else around me
Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds
Repetition of the initial scenario
While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds
Repetition of distress and drug use
And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads
Repetition of being constantly called, aware of the likely outcome
It was all about you, not what we need
Reiteration of the relationship's one-sided focus
I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead
Repeating the plea not to break the heart
Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat?
Repeating the effort put forth for the person, questioning betrayal
Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete
Repeating urgency in reacting to the situation
So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet
Reiterating defeat and apology to mother figuratively
Pick up the pieces you making a mess
Requesting to pick up the emotional pieces due to the mess created
Percs by my side but still filled with stress
Having painkillers but still feeling stressed
Tell me your thoughts, don't make me guess
Asking for communication instead of guessing thoughts
Can't lie I still love I have to confess
Admitting continued love despite everything
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