Moon
Eternal Night: Hkfiftyone's Moon Reveals a Heart's Struggle
Lyrics
Sean? Hey Lyla
Sean addressing Lyla
Sean is that you? Are you okay?
Lyla checking on Sean's well-being
No, everything's fucked up
Sean expressing distress and chaos
This is a nightmare
Describing the situation as a nightmare
I miss you so much, maybe you could come back
Sean expressing longing for Lyla's return
You know I wish I could-
Sean's inability to return
Stop acting like I'm never
Addressing a perception issue, feeling underestimated
Gonna see you again, that's bullshit
Rejecting the idea of never meeting again
I been, I been, I been countin'
Describing a challenging and isolating life, emotional struggles
I been, I been, I been rollin' dope
-I been, I been, I been faded
-I been burnin' in these sheets I
-Got a flu so cold
-I been countin' on my woes
-I been down 'cause I'm so low
-Gettin' money I still grow
-Gettin' faded all alone
-Say my heart don't got no home
-Like a nomad it gon' roam
-Weigh me down just like a stone
-Watch me drown so I don't go
-Been stay awake each and every night
Struggling with insomnia, heartbreak, and yearning for connection
I can't sleep get you off my mind
-Hate the way that I made you cry
-Up all night wonder if i'll die
-I been dead so I can't catch sleep
-Been mislead so I can't catch z's
-Cold late nights on ones just like these
-I been workin' hard tryna find some peace
-Get too bored when I count them sheep
-Been restless in between my sheets
-Want you here in my bed with me
-Been too cold just to do the least
-In my room I be in the cold
-Don't give fuck 'bout what I been told
Indicating rebelliousness, a wish for an early death, internal conflict
Hope I die before I get old
-Givin' up but I can't let go
-Hope you know that everything gon be alright
Offering hope, assuring that everything will be alright
Ya
-Hope you listen to my words now every night
-Ya know you're sad like me but
-It gon' be just fine, ya
-I know you'll make it if
-I don't get out alive, ya
-My vision blurry and feel
Describing physical and emotional distress, desire for comfort
Like I'm gonna drop, ya
-I'm in a hurry but my heart is bouta stop
-Ya if I don't wake up I don't
-Think that it's a problem
-Just take me home where I
-Belong I'm not your problem
-It gon' ain't happen we'll be fine, ya
Reaffirming that things will be fine and life is precious
I feel your heart connect with mine, ya
-I finally finish what I write, ya
-This is life, you gon' be just
-Fine, you gon' be alright, ya
Repeating assurance and positivity
You'll be alright ya
-You'll be just fine ya
-You'll feel the light ya
-You'll be alright ya
-Sean? Hey Lila
Continuation of the dialogue between Sean and Lyla, expressing regret and the impossibility of reunion
Sean is that you? Are you okay?
-No, everything's fucked up
-This is a nightmare
-I miss you so much, maybe you could come back
-You know I wish I could but-
-Stop acting like I'm never
-Gonna see you again, that's bullshit
-I'm sorry, I'll call you if I get a chance
-I miss you Lila sean wait-
Sean expressing regret and ending the conversation
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