Lyrics
I've tied so many chains to what I hate in life,
I feel burdened by many negative attachments in life.
but nothing seems to get away from me
Despite efforts, these burdens persist and don't leave.
I've tried to get away from all the shit they taught me
I've attempted to distance myself from negative teachings, but it hasn't led to change.
and nothing changes, things remain the same
Situations remain unchanged despite attempts.
Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed
Feeling intense anger and irritation.
it's bullshit what they say, don't wanna be their toy
Rejecting societal expectations and not wanting to be controlled.
one last fix's waiting, I know that's not enough
Temporary solutions are not satisfying.
I want more, anywhere, anyway
Desire for more fulfillment, regardless of the means.
Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life
Dismissing conventional ideas about life.
I don't care what it means to them
Indifference to others' interpretations of life.
Anxious, desperate, drugged and out of control
Feeling anxious, helpless, and under the influence of drugs.
I take to the streets in search of something more
Seeking something more meaningful beyond current circumstances.
I've given my whole life to the one's who exploit
Having given everything to those who take advantage without receiving anything in return.
my faith and my desires and I've gotten nothing back
Invested faith and desires but gained no reciprocation.
And I don't follow rules 'cause they all piss me off
Rebelling against societal rules due to frustration.
when I get nothing back
No rewards or returns for efforts made.
no way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference
No discernible difference or change regardless of taking chances.
when I get nothing back
No gain or reward despite attempts.
They crucify my mind and bet with my soul
Feeling mentally and spiritually exploited and manipulated.
I'm lost in the lost paradise, a paradise of lust
Lost in a world consumed by desires and pleasures.
I stand apart from everything they offer in life
Choosing to stand apart from societal offerings.
their rules get on my nerves, hope they die
Rules imposed by society causing irritation and a desire for their demise.
they want to delete my trace, cause they
Others wanting to erase one's existence due to not wanting to confront reality.
don't wanna face what the world has become
Avoidance of acknowledging the harsh truth of the world.
after their true illness
Commentary on the world's genuine illness or problems.
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