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We've been on pills
We have been using prescription drugs.
For the last two years or so
This has been going on for approximately two years.
Joining ranks with all my friends
I am aligning myself with my peers.
Dependent on chemicals
We are reliant on substances.
When it's all uncontrolled
Things become chaotic or unpredictable.
Because I'm forcing myself
I am compelling myself to endure.
To take what we've been given
We are accepting what life has given us.
Without breaking us down
Enduring challenges without breaking down.
How much of what happened was my fault?
Reflecting on my responsibility for past events.
How much of what happened
Considering the inevitability of certain events.
Was clearly inevitable?
Acknowledging events that were bound to happen.
I can take responsibility
Willing to accept responsibility for my actions.
But I can't take more guilt
Unable to bear additional guilt.
I keep holding my breath hoping
Hoping for positive change, anxiously waiting.
I can change or something will
Starting anew, possibly in a different direction.
I'm starting over
Beginning again.
We'll talk it over
Planning to discuss and resolve issues.
Or at least talk myself down
Even if not resolved, attempting to calm myself.
It's never overthinking
Not overthinking if prepared for the present.
If I'm prepared for here and now
Being ready for the current situation.
How much of what happened was my fault?
Revisiting responsibility for past events.
How much of what happened
Examining the inevitability of past occurrences.
Was clearly inevitable?
Recognizing events that couldn't be avoided.
I can take responsibility
Willing to accept responsibility for actions taken.
But I can't take more guilt
Resisting additional feelings of guilt.
I keep holding my breath hoping
Anticipating change, holding breath in hope.
I can change or something will
Seeking change or external intervention.
I'm starting over
Embarking on a new beginning.
How much of what happened was my fault?
Reviewing responsibility for past events.
How much of what happened
Considering the inevitability of certain events.
Was clearly inevitable?
Acknowledging events that were bound to happen.
I can take responsibility
Willing to accept responsibility for my actions.
But I can't take more guilt
Unable to bear additional guilt.
I keep holding my breath hoping
Hoping for positive change, anxiously waiting.
I can change or something will
Starting anew, possibly in a different direction.
I'm starting over
Beginning again.
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