Lyrics
I spent my time and too much stress
I invested my time and experienced excessive stress.
Staring at horizons, when I wanna eject
I spent time contemplating distant goals but desire a way out.
It made me mad, never thought I'd get madder
This situation angered me; I didn't expect my frustration to increase.
But I'm madder still
Despite the initial anger, my frustration has escalated further.
Still looking for the payoff
I am still searching for the desired outcome or reward.
Still looking for the payoff, looking for the payoff
Continuing the search for the payoff, emphasizing the quest.
But the payoff eludes
The desired result remains elusive or hard to attain.
And there's never any resting, relaxing, or loving
No time for rest, relaxation, or love in this relentless pursuit.
And I'm writing from your eyes, too
Expressing a connection by stating "writing from your eyes," possibly sharing a perspective.
So I wanna get loaded, gotta find release
Feeling the need to escape and seek relief while acknowledging the increasing death toll.
While more and more die
A somber acknowledgment of more individuals dying amid the struggle for release.
Don't make any loud noises
A request to avoid disturbances while the search for the payoff continues.
While I'm looking for the payoff, looking for the payoff
Continuing the intense pursuit of the desired outcome.
While I'm looking for the payoff
Reiterating the ongoing quest for the payoff.
I'm mentally prepared
Mentally ready or resigned to the situation.
All I've gotta do is waste away
Acceptance of the idea that all that's left is to deteriorate or waste away.
All I've gotta do is waste away
Repeating the notion that wasting away is the only option.
I'm mentally prepared
Prepared mentally for the process of wasting away.
All I've gotta do is waste away
Affirmation that all that remains is to waste away.
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