Lyrics
The sky over Crawley seems so much brighter now
The sky over Crawley seems brighter, indicating a positive change in perception.
And the fields that I once was scared of don't seem to matter anyhow
The fields that were once intimidating no longer hold significance.
They got me writing in a notebook
The artist is documenting negative emotions in a notebook.
All the bad feelings that I thought
Expressing emotions that were previously considered negative.
Because the only thing I could feel was hazy
Emphasizing a past state of haziness and emotional numbness.
I got friends that I left unread for months I don't see now
Disconnected from friends, unread messages, but hopeful for change.
But winds do change and I think it might come back around
Belief in the possibility of positive change in the future.
Here's to another wasted year
Acknowledging and toasting to another year perceived as wasted.
Here's to another day of feeling alone
Expressing loneliness and isolation on a daily basis.
Here's to another sad song written in the bathroom with my parents on the phone
Creating sad music while dealing with personal struggles.
I know next year won't be faded
Acknowledging a belief that the next year won't be the same.
Watercolour when I make it
Imagining success with a reference to watercolor art.
Instead of feeling sick i'll have the biggest smile this side of the Shilton Dip
Anticipating happiness and success at the Shilton Dip.
Felt myself on the backseat with everyone watching
Reflecting on a moment in the backseat with an audience.
Felt the sun pierce the window digging into my skin
Vividly describing a memory involving sunlight and physical sensation.
I saw myself back at eighteen
Returning mentally to the age of eighteen.
With feelings I can't control
Struggling with overwhelming emotions that are difficult to manage.
Told myself I would grow up
Promising oneself to grow up, acknowledging a past commitment.
But that was now four years ago
Realizing that the commitment to grow up was made four years ago.
I got friends that I left unread for months I don't see now
Reiteration of being distant from friends but hopeful for change.
But winds do change and I think it might come back around
Belief that circumstances might improve in the future.
I don't hate the thought of breathing the grease traps anymore
No longer repulsed by the idea of breathing in grease traps.
And Dimpleberry runs through my lungs like it did before
Mention of Dimpleberry running through the lungs, possibly a positive sensation.
Here's to another wasted year
Toasting to another year perceived as wasted.
Here's to another day of feeling alone
Expressing the ongoing feeling of loneliness on a daily basis.
Here's to another sad song written in the bathroom with my parents on the phone
Creating sad music in the bathroom, with parents on the phone.
I know next year won't be faded
Anticipating change in the coming year.
Watercolour when I make it
Envisioning success through the metaphor of watercolor art.
Instead of feeling sick i'll have the biggest smile this side of the Shilton Dip
Anticipating happiness and a big smile at the Shilton Dip.
Here's to another wasted year
Toasting to another year perceived as wasted.
Here's to another day of feeling alone
Expressing the ongoing feeling of loneliness on a daily basis.
Here's to another sad song written in the bathroom with my parents on the phone
Creating sad music in the bathroom, with parents on the phone.
I know next year won't be faded
Anticipating change in the coming year.
Watercolour when I make it
Envisioning success through the metaphor of watercolor art.
Instead of feeling sick i'll have the biggest smile this side of the Shilton Dip
Anticipating happiness and a big smile at the Shilton Dip.
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