Lyrics
Why do I struggle to find the words that will express my true and honest feelings?
Expressing difficulty in finding words to convey true and honest emotions.
The ones that hold some meaning,
Desiring words that have significance and depth.
Yet I digress into shit without much substance,
Acknowledging a tendency to delve into meaningless matters.
Self-deprecation in abundance.
Noting a surplus of self-deprecating thoughts and attitudes.
Loosened the screws from the overthinking,
Taking steps to reduce overthinking and its negative impact.
Nothing to lose but the weight I'm bearing.
Accepting potential losses in the pursuit of lightening emotional burdens.
Lost in a world of my own, I don't know where I'm going.
Feeling lost in a personal world with uncertain direction.
Left feeling empty and cold but yet I'm still here breathing.
Experiencing emptiness and coldness despite continuing to live.
Trying to find a way for me to open up and let you see through my distant eyes,
Struggling to reveal inner thoughts and emotions to others.
All the things that I hide.
Keeping hidden aspects of oneself.
I let my woes pent up inside,
Choosing to internalize problems and not expressing them.
No means to vent I realised,
Realizing a lack of outlets for venting frustrations.
To everyone and to myself, I'm acting like somebody else.
Projecting a false image to both others and oneself.
And when it rains, it pours,
Using the metaphor of rain to depict difficult times.
I should've said before.
Regretting a failure to communicate feelings earlier.
I let this fester, tried to pretend that this was never on my mind.
Allowing emotional issues to persist by pretending they don't exist.
Look into my eyes,
Inviting others to look into one's eyes as a metaphor for revealing hidden emotions.
Show me what I hide.
Requesting transparency in addressing concealed aspects.
When I can't let my feelings be known,
Struggling with an inability to share true feelings.
I let this sadness swallow me whole.
Allowing overwhelming sadness to consume one entirely.
Watch the light fight the gloom,
Observing a conflict between light and darkness, hope and despair.
Or the cold halt the bloom on the dreams that I thought would help me grow.
Contemplating how coldness may hinder the growth of dreams.
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