Lyrics
This night's the same night as many nights
This night represents a recurring experience similar to many other nights.
It's cold and I'm hot and there's no light
The atmosphere is contradictory—feeling cold while experiencing internal warmth and a lack of illumination.
This night's the same night
Reiteration of the similarity of this night to previous nights.
As many nights ago
Emphasizes the repetition of the experience over several nights in the past.
My right is wrong and you think you're right
A conflict between what is morally right and the perception of being right from a personal perspective.
Circles of eyes on my wedding night
Observation of numerous watching eyes during a significant event like a wedding night.
Look at your eyes and they're looking kinda cold
Perceiving coldness in the gaze of the person being addressed.
Back on Meadow drive
Referencing a location, "Meadow Drive," indicating a return or revisiting of a place.
Losing track of time
Feeling disoriented and losing a sense of the passing of time.
Fading in and out
Experiencing moments of consciousness and unconsciousness, possibly indicating a lack of control.
Of my own life
Uncertain or detached from one's own life experiences.
Of my own lives
Contemplating different aspects or phases of one's existence.
Holding my hand in the dark of night
Someone offering support or reassurance in a difficult or obscure situation.
You ask me if I'm doing alright
Being asked about well-being while feeling trapped in an unreal state, possibly a metaphorical dream.
Stuck in a dream
Feeling stuck in an unreal or disconnected state, detached from living a fulfilling life.
I'm not living anymore
Expressing a sense of not actively participating in life, being stagnant or inactive.
Sparks in the air make the sky turn white
Presence of intense emotions or energy causing a transformative effect on the environment.
Your face is lit by the firelight
Observing someone's face illuminated by firelight, possibly indicating intimacy or vulnerability.
Wish I could look at you
Longing to perceive or feel emotions similarly to how it was experienced previously.
Like I did before
Desiring to return to a previous state of connection or understanding with someone.
Back on Meadow drive
Referencing a return to "Meadow Drive," symbolizing a continued revisiting or reevaluation of a place or memory.
Losing track of time
Similar to line 9, losing a sense of time and feeling disoriented.
Fading in and out
Experiencing periods of consciousness and unconsciousness, possibly indicating a lack of control.
Of my own life
Feeling detached or uncertain about personal experiences or life.
Of my own lives
Reflecting on different phases or aspects of one's own existence.
Can't let go
Unable to release or detach from memories associated with familiar streets.
Of streets i used to know
Noticing the process of aging while feeling the passing of time slowing down.
Growing old
Contemplating the sluggish pace of passing days despite the aging process.
But the days go by so slow
Expressing a desire to depart for a place that provides a sense of belonging or comfort.
Can I go
Expressing a yearning or wish to leave the current situation or environment.
To a place that feels like home
Seeking a place that feels like a true home, a place of belonging and familiarity.
I've never known
Feeling unfamiliar with or disconnected from the concept of home despite a longing for it.
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