Heaven To Touch
Heaven's Embrace: Love's Venomous Symphony
Lyrics
You inhaled me, to exhale me black and blue
You absorbed me, only to release me in a state of physical and emotional distress
And for the time passing
Referring to the passage of time
Hands suffocating my eyes
Your hands are suffocating and blinding me
Nothing hurts me
I'm immune to pain, but it triggers a positive chemical reaction in my brain
But brings me more serotonin than you
Despite the pain, being with you boosts my serotonin levels
I'll go laughing
I'll face difficulties with laughter
In the places, I've cried
Reflecting on past emotional experiences
To change my narrative
To alter the story of my life
Living with you there's no preparative
Living with you lacks preparation or readiness
Do you not feel powerless?
Questioning if you feel powerless
Living other people's mess?
Living amidst the chaos created by others
You felt like heaven to touch but hurt like hell
You seemed perfect but caused intense pain
You were the reason I thought I'd fail
You were the source of my self-doubt
But then you loved me
Despite the pain, you eventually loved me
The way you do
Expressing the unique way you loved
You loved your venom too much your bite as well
Your love had a toxic side, comparable to venom
You thought you'd grown but you just swell
You thought you had matured, but you only expanded in a negative way
And then you loved me the way you do
Despite the flaws, you continued to love me
You disgust me
You repulse me
Make me crawl out of my skin
You make me uncomfortable in my own skin
Watched me drowning
You observed me struggling, claiming your inability to help
You claimed you just couldn't swim
Referencing a claim of not being able to empathize or understand
I adjusted
I adapted to the situation, taking advantage of an empty relationship
Took advantage of an empty twin
Exploiting a situation where there is no emotional connection
You were busy counting
You were preoccupied with counting, neglecting important rules
Scrapped the rules you just couldn't win
Disregarded ethical principles to achieve goals
You made me starve and hold my hunger
You made me endure hunger and suppressed desires
You were my acupuncture
You served as a remedy for my pain, like acupuncture
Your waste of face with your perfect little bone structure
Your attractive appearance with perfect bone structure, despite internal flaws
Beautiful ugly rupture
A beautiful yet ugly rupture in the relationship
You felt like heaven to touch but hurt like hell
You seemed perfect but caused intense pain
You were the reason I thought I'd fail
You were the source of my self-doubt
But then you loved me
Despite the pain, you eventually loved me
The way you do
Expressing the unique way you loved
You loved your venom too much your bite as well
Your love had a toxic side, comparable to venom
You thought you'd grown but you just swell
You thought you had matured, but you only expanded in a negative way
And then you loved me
Despite the flaws, you continued to love me
The way you do
Expressing the unique way you loved
You felt like heaven
You seemed perfect
You felt like heaven
-You felt like heaven
-You felt like heaven
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