Chemicals
Devil's Dance: Navigating Love and Demons in the Fast Lane
Lyrics
Yeah I already know
Expressing awareness of a situation or fact.
Mixing all these chemicals I'm feeling kinda slow
Referencing the use of substances and feeling a decrease in mental speed.
Runnin out of options feel like I ain't in control
Feeling a lack of choices and a sense of losing control.
Runnin up a bag but we always on patrol
Chasing financial success while being vigilant and watchful.
Got a couple demons if you really wanna roll
Possessing inner struggles or negative influences.
I got Devil tendencies I'm trynna keep control
Acknowledging negative tendencies and striving for control.
It's a fast life, forever I ain't ever getting old
Embracing a fast-paced lifestyle with the belief in eternal youth.
I done showed her my pain and she left me in the cold
Sharing personal pain with someone, leading to emotional detachment.
When I open my heart, they just always wanna fold
Opening up emotionally, only to face betrayal or disappointment.
They just want the Dior, then they run out the door
Highlighting materialistic desires in relationships.
I just want something more, can you love me for sure
Expressing a desire for genuine love and connection.
Can you love me for me now
Seeking unconditional love for one's true self.
My love expensive but you got it for free now
Stating the value of the speaker's love, contrasting its cost.
I spent love that I wish I could get back
Regretting past investments of love that cannot be recovered.
I got spirits that done saved me from attack
Acknowledging spiritual or emotional support during difficult times.
I done loved you for sure, but baby not anymore
Having loved someone in the past but deciding to move on.
Addicted to your toxic gotta kick it for sure
Recognizing and wanting to overcome an addiction to a toxic relationship.
I got some addictions, live my life in fictions
Admitting to having various dependencies and living in a fictional world.
They running automatic but I been running stickshift
Using a metaphor of driving to describe automatic actions while consciously choosing a different path.
Running from reality, dissociating casually
Escaping from the harshness of reality and dissociating as a coping mechanism.
The devil's just consumer and my brain is just a factory
Viewing negative influences as consumers and the mind as a factory.
Feel like I'm at my end
Feeling at the end of one's journey or capacity.
Ain't no time to repent
Recognizing a lack of time for repentance.
Ready for whatever's next
Being prepared for whatever comes next in life.
Walk up in a room spike it up like Johnny Test
Entering a space with confidence and impact, similar to a character from a show.
Bitch you don't even know me
Asserting that others don't truly understand the speaker.
Baby that was the old me
Claiming personal growth and change from the past.
I been living faster but my heart is beating slowly
Living a fast-paced life externally while feeling a slow heartbeat internally.
Nobody owns me this is my testimony
Asserting independence and a personal journey in life.
I'm just trynna last take my pain by my lonely
Expressing a desire to endure and handle personal pain alone.
Tell myself I'm living my dream
Affirming the pursuit of personal dreams.
Call me captain codeine
Adopting a persona associated with a substance, possibly codeine.
Oxycodone in my bloodstream
Referencing the presence of a specific drug in the speaker's bloodstream.
I know it's hard to love me
Acknowledging the difficulty of being loved due to personal struggles.
Addicted living fast and I'm sitting in the front seat
Living recklessly and being actively involved in life's challenges.
Yeah I already know
Repeating the acknowledgment of being aware of the situation.
Mixing all these chemicals I'm feeling kinda slow
Reiterating the use of chemicals and its effects on mental state.
Runnin out of options feel like I ain't in control
Reinforcing a feeling of being out of control and lacking options.
Runnin up a bag but we always on patrol
Reiterating the pursuit of financial success with constant vigilance.
Got a couple demons if you really wanna roll
Highlighting inner struggles or negative influences, inviting others to join.
I got Devil tendencies I'm trynna keep control
Reaffirming acknowledgment of negative tendencies and a desire for control.
It's a fast life, forever I ain't ever getting old
Re-emphasizing the fast-paced nature of the speaker's life with a belief in eternal youth.
I done showed her my pain and she left me in the cold
Recalling past emotional pain and rejection.
When I open my heart, they just always wanna fold
Reiterating a pattern of vulnerability leading to betrayal.
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