Fly Away
Flight from Pain: Coping through Meds
Lyrics
I've been rolling, I've been rolling off of all types of drugs
Expressing engagement in various drugs and their numbing effect to escape emotional pain.
They make me numb, but take the pain away so I don't really give a fuck
Indifference towards consequences, as drugs alleviate pain, leading to apathy.
Skrrt, in that red and black they know it's me when I pull up
Identification through distinctive colors when arriving, possibly associated with a vehicle.
Fah! Fah!
Onomatopoeic sounds, emphasizing arrival or impact.
Gotta keep it with me just in case this shit get tough (woah)
Carrying a weapon for self-defense, anticipating challenging situations.
Taking these meds I feel like I might fly away
Feeling elevated or detached from reality due to medication.
I know it's sad but this how I cope with my pain
Admitting the use of drugs as a coping mechanism for emotional pain.
One day Ima find me a better away
Hope for a better future and a commitment to finding healthier coping mechanisms.
Weed, lean, and pills i done fell in love with the drugs
Expressing love for a combination of substances, possibly highlighting addiction.
And this shit beautiful I just can't get enough
Finding beauty in the escape provided by drugs, struggling to resist their allure.
Adderall, I'm wide awake
Using Adderall to stay awake, possibly indicating a struggle with fatigue or focus.
You ask me if I feel okay
Responding positively to a concern about well-being, possibly concealing true emotions.
I told you baby Ima be this way, till my life starts to fade
Commitment to a certain lifestyle until the end of life.
But I got up for you baby I told you I'm not gonna make you wait
Assuring a partner of promptness and consideration despite challenges.
You told me when I take all of these drugs it makes you feel a way
Acknowledging the impact of drug use on a relationship, affecting the partner emotionally.
I'm nauseous, baby what happened was nonsense
Expressing physical discomfort and confusion after a significant event.
Ever since the night that we got down we haven't talked since
Describing a strained relationship since a particular night, leading to a lack of communication.
I know everything that I told you was hard to digest
Acknowledging that past actions were challenging for the partner to accept.
I promise Ima make it up to you before my death
Promising to make amends before the end of life, indicating remorse.
Why don't, you listen?
Questioning the partner's willingness to listen and understand.
Just listen
Reiterating the importance of being heard and understood.
I know I've been on the drugs for awhile, and I have reasons
Explaining prolonged drug use with personal justifications, despite the partner's disapproval.
But you don't care, you gon' take it run for a mile
Highlighting the partner's disregard for the struggles, running away from the issues.
I've been rolling
Repetition of engaging in drug use.
I've been rolling
Reiteration of the ongoing struggle with substance use.
Off of all types of drugs
Restating the impact of drugs in numbing emotions.
They make me numb, but take the pain away
Emphasizing the dual effect of drugs in numbing and alleviating pain.
So I don't really give a fuck
Reiterating apathy towards consequences due to the pain-relieving effect of drugs.
Skrrt, in that red and black
Repetition of the recognizable arrival, possibly with a signature style.
They know it's me when I pull up
Onomatopoeic sounds indicating arrival or impact, emphasizing preparedness.
Fah! Fah!
Repetition of the sound effect, reinforcing the importance of being prepared.
Gotta keep it with me just in case this shit get tough (woah)
Reiterating the need to carry a weapon for potential challenges.
Taking these meds I feel like I might fly away
Re-emphasizing the sensation of flying away due to medication.
I know it's sad but this how I cope with my pain
Acknowledging the sadness in resorting to drugs as a coping mechanism.
One day Ima find me a better away
Reiterating the hope for finding a better way to cope in the future.
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