Lyrics
Trying to convince myself I'm Different now
Attempting to persuade oneself of personal transformation.
But I know I'm probably repeating Myself
Aware of the likelihood of repeating past behaviors.
Maybe I haven't changed a thing
Doubtful if any substantial change has occurred.
Time will tell if I'll ever get better
Await time to determine if improvement is possible.
Or be untethered
Aspiring to be free or detached.
Cheers to reality
Toasting to the harshness of reality.
I always wanted a chance to be There
Desiring an opportunity to exist in a particular place.
Never thought I'd be so far to not Hear words you say
Unexpectedly distant, unable to hear communicated words.
The time came. Didn't think I'd Fear it
Anticipating an event but not expecting to fear it.
Now that it's gone I have the Opportunity to feel it
After the event has passed, realizing the chance to experience the fear.
Distance found its way
Physical or emotional separation has occurred.
The space between my mind and Sky is so thin
The separation between thoughts and the vast expanse is minimal.
You choose to believe that I would Never find myself
Others believe one won't discover their true self.
Maybe I'm not who I think I am
Doubting one's self-perception.
Maybe I'm fine if this takes me Over
Acceptance of potential negative consequences.
Even forever
Embracing challenges or difficulties indefinitely.
Cheers to reality
Toasting again to the harshness of reality.
Don't know what it's making me
Uncertain about the impact of reality on oneself.
I always wanted a chance to be There
Desiring an opportunity to exist in a particular place, reiterated.
Never thought I'd be so far to not Hear words you say
Still distant, unable to hear communicated words, reiterated.
The time came. Didn't think I'd Fear it
Anticipating an event but not expecting to fear it, reiterated.
Now that it's gone I have the Opportunity to feel it
After the event has passed, realizing the chance to experience the fear, reiterated.
Distance found its way
Physical or emotional separation re-emphasized.
To your chest
Distance extending to the chest.
Through your veins
Traveling through the veins.
It finds its way
Continuing to find a path.
feel the gaps in your body
Sensing gaps within the body.
it finds its way
Continuing to find a path, reiterated.
Nothing better to do
No better option than persisting in following.
Than to keep following
Persistently following the ebb and flow.
The ebb and flow
The rhythmic pattern within caves holding one's bones.
Inside caves your bones seem to Hold
Toasting again to the harshness of reality, reiterated.
Cheers to reality
Uncertain about what reality is shaping within oneself.
Whatever it's making me
Desiring an opportunity to exist in a particular place, reiterated.
I always wanted a chance to be There
Still distant, unable to hear communicated words, reiterated.
Never thought I'd be so far to not Hear words you say
Anticipating an event but not expecting to fear it, reiterated.
The time came. Didn't think I'd f
Incomplete expression of fear, likely continuation from line 21.
Fear it
Resuming the acknowledgment of fear, reiterated.
Now that it's gone I have the Opportunity to feel it
After the event has passed, realizing the chance to experience the fear, reiterated.
Distance found its way
Physical or emotional separation re-emphasized, reiterated.
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