Lyrics
Marked from birth to carry the burden
Feeling burdened since birth with a significant responsibility or fate.
I cast a shadow on the life I'm living
My existence casts a negative influence or darkness on the life I'm leading.
A half life, a cursed life
Living a life that feels incomplete or as if under a curse, detached from fullness.
Numb to the world 'cause I can't see the light
Emotionally disconnected or desensitized due to an inability to perceive hope or positivity.
This is the last time I let this in
Determined to stop allowing this negativity or darkness into one's life.
It's eating me alive but I can't let it win
Despite the struggle, refusing to let this darkness overpower or conquer.
I feel it in my bones, this is the end
Sensing an imminent conclusion or ending to the situation.
But I greeted death just like an old friend
Accepting the idea of death as a familiar or anticipated occurrence.
Darkness has taken hold
Feeling consumed or dominated by darkness or negativity.
It's eating at my soul
Experiencing a gradual erosion or depletion of the essence or core being.
One with the ground
Unified or connected with the earth, possibly in a state of surrender to sorrow.
With this sorrow, I'm bound
Feeling tied or confined by the sorrow experienced.
It was born within me
Recognizing that this darkness or negativity is inherent or innate.
And as the pendulum swings, I plead
Pleading for mercy or relief as time passes and circumstances change.
Desolation is grey to those unprepared
Desolation appears neutral or colorless to those who aren't prepared for it.
My skin was laced with sorrow
Feeling deeply entrenched or infused with sorrow.
God came to take the life I borrowed
Feeling like life was borrowed and is now being reclaimed by a higher power.
Suffocating from the grief
Struggling or feeling smothered by intense grief.
At the edge of my skull, it's killing within these walls
Intense emotional turmoil affecting mental well-being.
I found solace in the shadow of death
Finding comfort or peace in the idea or proximity of death.
Mourning in the moment of your last breath
Grieving during the final moments of someone's life.
This is the last time I let this in
Reiterating the determination to stop allowing negativity into one's life.
I feel it in my bones
A repetition, emphasizing the feeling sensed deeply within.
This is the end
A repetition, emphasizing the perceived ending or conclusion.
We fought our war
Having fought a significant battle or conflict.
We will not rest anymore
Committing to continue the fight without pause or cessation.
This is eating me alive but I can't let it win
Despite the struggle, refusing to let the darkness win.
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