Lyrics
Where do i begin?
Expressing uncertainty or contemplation about the starting point.
I should have never let you in (let you in)
Regret for allowing someone into their life.
I feel you crawl in my skin, my veins run cold
Sensation of discomfort as someone metaphorically invades their being.
You're the twitch in my spine,and the burning in my throat
Describing physical and emotional discomfort caused by the person.
I'm just a victim of this hollow hope instilled in me
Feeling victimized by false or empty hope instilled by others.
From the ones who said they stand behind my dreams
Disappointment in those who claimed to support their dreams.
I'd burn the world just to keep you on the outside
Expressing a willingness to sacrifice anything to keep the person away.
This is what you've created. I'm fucking dead inside
Acknowledging the negative impact of the person's influence, feeling emotionally numb.
I've locked myself away
Isolating oneself, possibly to escape the negative influence.
I crumbled down to my knees and began to pray
Facing a crisis, turning to prayer as a coping mechanism.
I've lost all hope in this vivacity
Losing hope and vitality in life.
Drifted far away
Drifting away from a positive state.
Will I ever find my way
Expressing uncertainty about finding a way back.
I'd burn the world just to keep you on the outside
Reiterating a willingness to sacrifice for separation.
This is what you've created. I'm fucking dead inside
Reemphasizing the negative impact, feeling emotionally dead.
We grew up together
Reflecting on a shared past with the person.
Divided countless times but still found each other
Despite differences, the connection endured until it was severed.
You threw it all away, I wish I could but how could I stay
Expressing difficulty in staying after the person's actions.
Friends aren't forever it's just bullshit and cliche
Cynical view on the permanence of friendships.
You paved the way to my passion
Acknowledging the person's role in fostering passion.
Helped me build and achieve my dreams
Recognizing past support in achieving dreams.
You've done nothing for me but rip me apart at the seems
Revealing the negative impact of the person's recent actions.
With every fleeting moment I wonder if i'll ever be forgotten
Contemplating the possibility of being forgotten over time.
For those who stand by my side, show me a brighter way of life
Acknowledging those who provide positive support and guidance.
I need you to hold on tight, never let me go, don't let me out of sight
Seeking reassurance and closeness from supportive individuals.
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