Inhabit
Navigating Antisocial Habits: A Love's Struggle
Lyrics
I've got an antisocial habit
I possess a habit of avoiding social interactions or being reserved.
You'd think I'm from another planet
People might perceive me as strange or different.
Am I here too soon
Questioning whether I am present in this situation at the right time.
To inhabit you
Wondering if I am too early to emotionally connect with you.
Am I taking you for granted
Considering if I'm not appreciating you enough, contrary to my plans.
'Cause that's not the way I planned it
Expressing frustration that things are not going as intended.
Why do I act the way I do
Questioning my own behavior and trying to understand why I act the way I do.
I act like a fool
Admitting that sometimes I behave foolishly.
My eyesight is blinded by the sunlight
My vision is clouded by positivity, though it feels right, possibly referring to being in love.
But I know it makes me feel right
Despite the blinding effect, being next to you makes me feel good.
When I'm standing next to you
Expressing the positive impact of being physically close to you.
If everything I said to you was true
If all my statements to you are genuine and sincere.
I know what it takes to
Understanding what it takes to maintain a relationship.
Why can't I say what I want to
Expressing frustration at the inability to speak freely.
I know what it takes to
Reiterating understanding of the requirements for a relationship.
I've got a antisocial habit
Repeating the antisocial habit, emphasizing isolation or withdrawal.
You'd think I'm from another planet
Re-emphasizing the perception of being alien or different.
Am I here too soon
Repeating the uncertainty about the right timing of emotional connection.
To inhabit you
Reiterating the question of timing in forming an emotional connection.
I can't go on in life deceiving
Expressing an inability to continue deceiving in life.
Don't know what I believe in
Uncertain about personal beliefs but aware of what needs to be done.
But I know what I should do
Acknowledging awareness of the right course of action.
I know what it takes to
Reiterating understanding of relationship dynamics.
I know how to take you
Confident in knowing how to connect with you.
I know that it takes two
Acknowledging that a successful relationship requires effort from both parties.
This will go nowhere, why bother
Expressing doubt about the relationship's potential success, questioning its significance.
Still live with my mom and father
Revealing a personal situation of still living with parents.
When I'm with you I am not myself, I'm half a man
When with you, I feel incomplete or not fully myself.
Far too lost for you to find me
Feeling too lost for you to understand or find the real me.
Wasted like the early nineties
Comparing personal state to the cultural and social atmosphere of the early 1990s, possibly indicating a sense of wasted time.
Oh you, only you can bring me back to earth
Recognizing that the person addressed has the power to ground or stabilize me.
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