Learning to Walk
Journey through Heartache: Two Years On
Lyrics
We finished what we had, we had created
We completed what we had created.
This big rolling ball, tore us apart
This significant, ongoing challenge separated us.
This is for the record I never meant the pain
This statement is a record of acknowledging unintended pain.
Spitting volcano, waiting to explode
An analogy of a volcano ready to erupt, representing emotional tension.
That's how it is, that's where we are
Describing the current state of affairs.
Yes it was good, but it went too far
While the experience was positive, it exceeded reasonable limits.
It's hard to let go, when no one can talk
Expressing difficulty in moving on when communication is hindered.
Two years on, we're learning to walk
After two years, the process of recovery and adaptation is underway.
Sometimes when I sleep, if I ever sleep at all
Referencing troubled sleep and thoughts of a cold, distant figure.
I dream of you, standing in the cold
Dreaming of the person, possibly in a challenging situation.
Most of the time, I'm too tired to talk
Most of the time, exhaustion prevents communication.
Too scared to reveal, to show you it all
Fearful of revealing everything, keeping aspects hidden.
That's how it is, that's where we are
Reiteration of the current state of affairs.
Yes it was good, but it went too far
Acknowledging the positive past but recognizing its excesses.
It's hard to let go, when no one can talk
Struggling to move on due to communication barriers.
Two years on, we're learning to walk
After two years, the process of recovery and adaptation continues.
I'm reading a page, cobwebs of rage
Engaged in reading, possibly reflecting on anger.
I'm building a cage for you to embrace
Symbolic creation of a confinement, suggesting a desire for closeness.
Forever the fool, forgetting my lines
Admitting to being foolish and forgetting one's role or lines in the relationship.
I'm lost in sublime, healing in time
Feeling lost but finding healing with time.
That's how it is...
Reiteration of the current state of affairs.
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