Fading Away
Navigating Shadows: Reflections on the Struggle Between Truth and Lies
Lyrics
I can't tell what is right, what is wrong
I struggle to differentiate between right and wrong, distant and close.
What is far, what is near
Difficulty discerning truth from lies causes fear.
Can't distinguish between truth, lies I fear
There's a sense of disappearing or losing oneself.
I am fading
Feeling of fading, diminishing.
Fading away
Emphasizing the ongoing process of fading away.
I can't find my strength
Struggling to find inner strength.
I really don't cherish the search anymore
No longer finding value in searching for strength.
I'm left without breath from making points I won't make anymore
Exhausted from arguing points that no longer matter.
I am fading
Reiterating the sensation of fading away.
Fading away
Continuing to emphasize the process of fading.
I feel no need to borrow the crutches I borrowed before
No desire to rely on past coping mechanisms.
Or to make another speech whose theme justifies what I am
No inclination to make speeches justifying one's identity.
I am fading
Repeating the idea of disappearing or losing oneself.
Fading away
Continuing to emphasize the fading process.
I can't take the guilt - I feel like a thief when compared to my father
Feeling unworthy and guilty compared to the provider (father).
He fed me then, he feeds me still
Recognizing the ongoing support received from the father figure.
What have I ever done
Expressing a sense of inadequacy or lack of accomplishments.
I am fading
Reiterating the sensation of fading, diminishing.
Fading away
Continuing to emphasize the ongoing process of fading away.
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